zhiyu.

2009-08-19T21:31:00.000+08:00

blogger is STILL acting wierd :(

but i've got alot going tru me right now, so i'm here to blog.

Was talking to Jiayi today. And she asked me alot.
The best way to solve your problems?
a. Die b.Run away c.Face it.
The obvious answer would ofcos be (c). But how many people can actually do it?
3 things you could undo in your life?(Not stupid things like grow taller and stuff.)
What would you have said?

She said i was really good. HaHa. That i knew how to balance my life and stuff.
But seriously, life's like that. Ain't it? You dun always get what you want/expect. You can only make the best out of everything you have.

Ofcos, I'm not content with where i am now. But some part of me is afraid of doing things that might change my life, adding new and un-needed troubles. But i'll have to face it somehow right? So. i'll change my life bit by bit. So that I wun go too far from where i am now. :D

I am a little hot-headed these days. I'm sorry if i have offended you in anyway though. but this does not apply to everyone, cos for some of you, i would still get angry.
I tend to cry easier too. Its really no big deal. So dun scream or wadever luhs. :D

Family is LOVE. Friends are LOVE. I am LOVE. :D

2009-08-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

Blogger is still having shitty problems. so just enjoy this in the mean time. THANKS MINYU :D

2009-07-25T14:44:00.002+08:00

went STEAMBOAT-ING with DARLINGS last night :D
cabbed from Shell station all the way to punggol end.
had much FUN and FOOD. View was AMAZING. i'll bring my parents there if i can.
after that went to "circulate my blood" :D Bryan called me "red face" -.-
sang a song in front of the shop with all those people around. haha. but it was FUN :)

played till 11 plus.
shuttle bus-ed to punggol MRT. MRT-ed to Sengkang. LRT-ed to fernvale. And HOME-SWEET-HOME :D

watched H.P and the Order of Pheonix. Slept.

The moment you got picked up from where you fell. I started falling.
And now when you have someone to hold you strong. I have to learn to pick myself up.
When you're enjoying the luxury of having someone there to comfort you when you're hurt. I'm crumbling inside, all alone.
Now when you're learning to share your troubles. I'm learning to swallow the pain.

2009-07-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

math proj in the LATE morning at Shuxian's house with YL.

den chiong-ed to PS and watched harry potter with Joey and Yiyee.
we watch at the GRAND CATHAY. LOVED it. it was HUGE and comfortable :D (minus the fact that i was wearing tank top(ish) and had NO jacket -.-)
Not as nice as i wanted it to be. and it was S-H-O-R-T :(
the best part of the entire movie was qudditch :D

home alone now. :( BORED.

i wanna watch Final Destination 5. i hope its NOT NC16, or worse, M18.
Den, there's The Ugly Truth. and there's Gamer too :D
AND AND. Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 :D
any takers? :D

2009-07-14T22:15:00.006+08:00

I AM PRETTY! hahaha :D

'o' levels chinese oral tmr. n-e-r-v-o-u-s :( wish me luck :)

in love with:

AND AND.

my new blog song :)

CHEERS!~ :D

2009-07-04T23:07:00.003+08:00

A video i found very interesting. Enjoy :)

MIA. :D

2009-06-19T16:48:00.002+08:00

Ben had training yesterday. so i went school to find him. :)
Desmond was gloating that he saw Ben first. lol.
Watch-ed them trained and stuff.

Proceed-ed to compass. :)
Slacked with Minyu and co. for awhile.
Got dragged by MINYU to take 163 outside. and we waited super long, till she missed her Paris and Milan. LOL. Who ask you! i could have taken LRT and got home long before and you would be at home watching the full show :D

anywayyy. BUS-ed home. Ate cup noodles for dinner -.-

Had a terrible night. Felt super terrible. i dun even wanna talk about it :)

Got woken up early this morning by msg. :DD (bet you can guess who is it since i din start complaining)
Started on Grey's Season 4. Restarted com and i forgot i din have the password. damn.
waited my first bro to go out so i could use the com :)

Gonna bath and do something about my nails before i go out tonight.
Its bro's birthday and we are going SEAFOOD restaurant :D Saving my tummy space for later :)

Blog more tonight. IF i get to use the com when we get back :)

2009-06-17T23:42:00.003+08:00

BACKKK FROM 2nd DAY OF CHALET :D

and.

and.
DARLING's BACK FROM CHINA TOO :DDD

hmmm... today was FUN! :D

Met YL around 11 plus.

BUS-ed to Pasir ris.

Some peeps went cycling. So the rest of us watched TELE. the tele there is DUPER CUTE :D makes your hair look like HONEY COMB :D

Played MAHJONG :D againnn...

won 2/3 rounds(plus yesterday) PATHETIC -.- no luck these days..

After that went ESCAPE. Invertor and Rainbow is CLOSED -.-

PIRATE SHIP was FUNNN! Played twice, sat at both ends :)

GoldKart was fun too :D i over-took ChinBee :)

Din go into Haunted II. too scared to! haha.

Went back for BBQ :D

Food was GREAT! Shuxian has really good skills :D din eat much though.

Took PICTURES! :D Sihui's cam is GOOD! but lighting sucks there. gahh. so we decided to go into the room. Pictures should be in Sihui's Friendster. GO check it out if you want to :)

Spent the rest of the time playing PSP :D Tengda had one in his hand, Kaibin had one in his hands. and i had one too :D

After that when everybody was back in the "house". We played Handiplast. A nice but PAINFUL game. Especially if you sat next to Vanessa or Jodi or Shuxian and apparently, YL. -.-

Sihui's dad came to fetch her back. And i got a free ride home since Fernvale's on the way :)

Pictures from yesterday. Kokting was "raped" by Tengda and Douglas.

Job well done :D

OVERALL. Enjoyed this chalet :) 3A 3A ALL THE WAY :D

Gonna go sleep. COS i'm going to school TMR :D :D :D NIGHTS PEEPS!

2009-06-16T23:45:00.004+08:00

BACKKK from 3A class chalet - FIRST DAY (16th June)

spent the entire morning-afternoon SLEEPING, LAICHUANG-ING, Breakfast-ing with mummy and watching Grey's Anatomy. I wanna finish Season 3 -.-
I am NOT a pig kayys. i got woke up at FREAKIN 3 in the morning. Was SUPER CRANKY the entire morning la. -.-

Met-up with some of 3A peeps to bring them to Chalet. was lateee as usual xD
BUS-ed 89 to Pasir Ris.
Spent most of the time playing in the room.
First was MAHJONG! :D Small CUTE TILES! won one pathetic round. -.-
Second was The MASH Game! :D SWEEET! At first the drinks were nice, no matter how you mixed it. After a few rounds, we learnt some tricks :D and it got worse and WORSE. EWWW~ yuck luhs.
All in all, it was FUN! especially when someone wanted to talk. HAHA!
After that slacked awhile, peeps got hungry.
[edited] again
Played Hide-and-Seek Catching.
Seekers-cum-Catchers: Me(SUAY!), YL and Douglas, Junwei.
Hiders-cum-Escapers(?): Tengda, Kaibin and Vanessa, Jialin and Kokting, Yixiong and Zongsheng, Yeehang and Junyuan, Yanting
Saw JY and YT first. But it was the guys who caught them.
Tot tat ZS and YH would be the last few to get caught. But they were the second -.- thanks to DOUGLAS :D
KT and YX were caught by Junwei and Douglas too. Guys run fast :D
V and JL were caught by ME! ME! ME! But it was after RUNNING, and they gave in :D
TD and KB were the FUNNIEST of all :D We walked RIGHT PAST THEM -.- and they decided to change their hiding spot, so they ran. and then, Tengda fell down. So they had to go back in the end. :D
[end of edited] again
Lastly, played ANTI-MONOPOLY :D got SUPER DUPER HIGH :D cos i haven't played monopoly stuff in YEARS. :D HIGHHH!~ junyuan and yanting were laughing at me -.- stupiddd couple. make me feel so darn lonely :( and Junyuan kept like kajiao-ing me with the fact that Ben is not in Singapore -.-

ANYWAYYY, was late and tired. Cab-ed home. :D split-ed with YL :D
Bathed and now i'm blogging :D and and, i'm gonna go sleep soon :D

TOODLES PEEPS! :D blog more tmr (17th June) :D

2009-06-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

TWO MORE DAYS! and these two days i'll be in CHALET :D so ya, i'll live.

Went out with Minyu, Jasmine, Ling, Renzhi and Junmeng today :D
MRT-ed to Potong Pasir. Bought a white off-shoulder at the This Fashion there :) NICEEE~ i'll wear that when ben comes back :)
BUS-ed to Bugis. Went into bugis street and saw this dress that looks like the one i wanted since God knows when. Din buy it :( BO LIU LE LA :((
WHO WANTS TO SPONSER MY SHOPPING! Garanteed to bankrupt :D

Moved on to Iluma(is this how you spell it?) :)
ESCALATOR-ed all the way to the top. The escalator SERIOUSLY looooong sia. Minyu FREAKED out due to the height!
Went to the arcade. ALOT OF THINGS TO CATCHHH! SUPER DUPER CUTE STUFF! there was this HUGE TEDDY BEAR! i was telling minyu i would marry the guy who catches that for me(which was OBVIOUSLY joking) :D SUPER CUTE! SUPER FLUFFY! loved it! :D
Plus, there was this cute and handsome(from far) guy that smiled at me! hahahaha. C-R-A-Z-Y!

5days has passed!
though i do feel a little EMPTY. but you'll be back sooon!~

Gonna watch Grey's Anatomy till i'm tired. (i can hear you all the way from China la!)
CHEERS :D

2009-06-13T23:25:00.005+08:00

stupid math quiz. Grrr! totally din get wad they were asking la. Lucky my bro was beside me manx! or else i cham le lorr.. and it was OBVIOUSLY A RIGHT ANGLE! GAHH.

Spent the entire morning in bed. :D was too lazy to get out :)
Watched Grey's anatomy all tru the afternoon, till i forgot to eat. Gastric came(since i din eat breakfast too) and was forced to go down to buy lunch -.-
Mummy came back and asked me if i wanted to go aunt's house. Since i was home with NOTHING to do. i went along :)

Played Bro's psp all way long. i just cant win at Worms! Damn.
Saw Nicholas today, since bazillion years. din even recognised him la! i cant believe that this tall and muscular guy was actually that small guy last time. its hard to picture him chasing me around Cold storage(or was it fair price?) putting ice cubes into my shirt -.- i'm SO gonna go to my aunt's house more often and see if i can see him there :D
Played psp all way home. still couldn't win. -.- gonna practice more tmr!(if my bro lends it to me, that is)

3rd day PASSED! :D missing you like crazyyy. when will my BABY come backkk? :(

2009-06-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

2nd day without you :(

First day wasnt so bad. since it was the first day. but 2nd day kinda sucks :(

Met Yanling early in the afternoon to bring her to cut her hair at Kovan. i dunno how to spell the shop's name. if i knew, i would advertise it on my blog. cos i think it ROCKS! the guys there are S-H-U-A-I! :D when they cut your hair, you can pretend to look in the mirror as if you are looking at your hair, but actually LOOK AT THEM! :D

anywayyy.. once we reached, i left her there. and went off with Frederick and Darry :D
MRT-ed to amk to watch night at the museum 2 :) First time taking the circle line, hence i was kinda blur. they had all the fun laughing -.-
was lateeeee for the movie. i should say the LONG QUEUE for tickets made us late :(
missed the front part of the show.
the movie was okayyyy, i guess. some funny parts. but thats probably it :) if you're just watching a movie for fun. can watch luhs :)

After movie bus-ed to Hougang. They were deciding between Pool and Lan. and since i cant Pool, it shall have to be Lan.
PROUDLY SPONSERED by FREDERICK :D
Played left4dead. i was suprisingly calm :D din scream at all/much/as much as i tot i would :D
and survived both games :D but i was SUPER protected, so ya, how could i not? for both games i was the one that suffered the LEAST damage :D Left this "woo!!!" to die though xd NOT my fault, i was safely on the helicopter already :D

MRT-ed to sengkang. and i went on the wrong LRT, becos i was 1) talking to my mummy on the phone. 2) saw tian cong. FIRST time i got on the wrong train -.- wasted my time.

Home-ed and was enthusiastically welcomed by YUYU :D he loves me ALOT today.

SURVIVED DAY TWO.
awaiting for the return of my WONDERFUL DARLING :D

2009-06-11T17:04:00.004+08:00

Din have the chance to blog these days. i wasnt lazy kkays.

urmmm.
2e BBQ was a success? haha.
It was TONS of FUN. pictures are on facebook :) Goo see if you can. TOO BAD if you cant!
Cam-whored like CRAZY! cos the bbq pit's lighting was SUPER COOL! haha. Everyone loved it! Especially NEO YANLING! HAHAHAHA.

Pictures will be added on Featured section :) do take a look :D

~~Over the countless regrets and hurt.~~

Moving on to being yours, and you, mine.

2009-06-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

today is... ... (fill in the blanks yourself)

Went to watch Angels and Demons with Ben, Chin ann, Esther, Ying mei, Jason, Hong chang, Xiao Ben, Jun yuan.
Meet 11.3o at compass. i was late. -.-

MRT-ed to Plaza Sing. :)
Guys bought drinks from Sweet talk. :D

Went to buy tickets first, in case no seats left.
Got 4th row from the front. :(/:)

Guys went to TRY and grab the soft toys from arcade.
"try" becos they din get any. but the PIG was SIMPLY ADORABLE!~

Lunch-ed at PASTA MANIA! :DD
Ex but NICEEE! super long never eat le. Ate Meatballs. Was SUPER FULL that Esther had to help me finish it. >.<
Waited for Seating time.

Went in.
Sat tru the entire CHIM show.
YAY! i understood it although i din read the book. PLUS, i guessed who the evil guy was :D (though it was on a second guess -.- )
ANYWAYYY. GREAT SHOW! a little chim so i doubt you guys would understand. since i'm like TEN TIMES cleverer than you guys :DDD

MRT-ed back to sengkang.
Guys went to BEST to look at stuff.

LRT-ed home.

give me a rose and i'll pluck the petals off, one by one.

2009-06-07T14:25:00.007+08:00

can anyone help me find the damn song? gahh.

-YESTERDAY-
Went to watch Ben play bball last night.
NICE! haha.
I just dun like the TICO-PEK! hmph.
Ended like around 9plus/1o?
And... ...
WE WON! GOLD! GOLD! GOLD! :D
though it may be no big deal cos its some small cc thingy. but i'm still :D :D :D :D :D
Ben's daddy was like super happy la! smile until jian ya bu jian yan(can see the teeth cannot see the eyes). Ben says its cos he never had the chance to see him play. so this is first time.

after that ben went home :(
and the guys went for celebration!

LRT-ed home luhs. the stupid construction workers and china men FREAKED ME OUT! plus the STUPID lights never on den the WHOLE road is DARK de la! ASSHOLEEE!~
half-ran home la.

chatted on the phone till one plus -.- damn long never so late den sleep le lorr.

-TODAY-
on MSN now planning for TMR :D MOVIE MARATHON!!! SHIOK! hope mummy lets me out :D
going ah ma house later.
if anything special happens, i'll try to blog about it. Bro may be hogging the com for MAPLE -.-

[edited]
back from ah ma house le. nothing much happened ba.

movie marathon CANCELLED :( some have already/dun want watch Night at the Museum 2. gahh. i shall watch some other time. WHO WANTS TO WATCH WITH ME? :D

watching angels and demons tmr :D

wad happened to the importance of the marriage vows?

2009-06-05T21:01:00.003+08:00

i so wanna blog how i feel right now. but i cant do it here. and i dun wan to create a private blog.

i hate myself for crying over stupid things. hate myself for being that girl. hate myself for being this.
keeping things inside dun feel good. but saying it out will just make everything worse.

~~when will the crying ever stop.~~

P.S people who dun know, dun make wild guesses. cos you wun get anyway close.

2009-06-04T22:28:00.002+08:00

la la la :)

math-ed in the morning.
din eat lunch :(
went back to school to watch ben bball :)
yingmei and esther keep making me laugh la. PLAN FAILED. haha.

Sports Leader camp tmr. i hope its fun. :)

hate cramps and gastrics :((

PMS/MS-ing. terrible moodswings. :D :(

i dunno wad to sayyy.
Deep breaths. Thats all it takes. :)

Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
You leave me here with nothing at all
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life

When can i blog again? :(

2009-05-31T23:28:00.002+08:00

haven blogg-ed in SUPER DUPER LONG. and i dunno when i'll be able to again.
bro's using the com to chiong maple.

YAY! class chalet (should be) on 16th, 17th and 18th! :D
YAY! i'm suddenly in love with ball-ing :D

-YESTERDAY-
went yingmei house EARLY in the morning to bake. cake?
SUPER SWEET LA! i think guys din like it much. i agreed it was TOO sweet. but its still SWEET. i know i dun make sense now.

moodswings are here again -.- pissed one minute. HIGH the next. and sad again -.-

A1 ROCKS! their songs are SUPER NICE. SUPER SWEET too :D

random updates. will try to blog more the next time round :)

the sweetest of the sweetest dreams :)

是否

2009-05-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

no update today. cos i'm lost for words. :D nice song :) enjoy.

Strikes, spares and gutters.

2009-05-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

WEE!~ today is one of my BEST days! :D

woke up super early in the morning. just couldnt get back to sleep. got ready to go out and just when i was about to leave. i cant find my keys -.-
freaked out and called my mummy, thank god for SPARE KEYS :)
was still late -.- but Jason was LATE-r :D

Went to Queenstown with Ben, Chin Ann,Esther, Ezekiel, Hong chang and Jun yuan. and ofcos, Jason.
The printing shop only open-ed at one, so we were mostly slacking off the morning :)
Unexpected things happened.
Bought the jackets and brought it to the shop to be printed. they used CHINESE words! NICE!
Esther had to leave so Chin Ann sent her off.
Mac-ed with the rest. I could only eat Fillet-O-Fish(only the burger) -.-

MRT-ed to Kovan. And they went to play BOWLING!
i SOOO wanted to play. But due to my attire, i decided better not. :(( I'm SO gonna play during june holi. ANYONE wants to join ME? :D
It was SUPER FUNNY! HAHAHAHAHA! Their STRIKES, SPARES and GUTTERS!
and :D :D :D :O! (too bad if you dun get it. xp)

Home-d. Was LATE -.- but i din get much scolding :)
Mummy and Daddy went STARBUCKS without me :( gahh.

Moodswings are coming. I can feel it -.-

Death is denied those who want it, though it be their destiny. They search for it like treasure, but modern age conceals it.
If everything happens for a reason, then what is the reason behind Death?

Empty.

2009-05-20T21:03:00.004+08:00

Today... is not a good day.
Some random stuff.
Recognition.
Confusion.
Empty.
Love.
Hate.
Drink.
Smoke.
Innocence.

Days without you. i missed you(definitely an understatement).
Finally, i can get out of my house, the four walls that was trapping me for nearly two weeks. Finally, i tot i got to see you. But, i should have known, not everything goes my way.
I wished to see you. I wished to see you again. I wished to see you again, and again. See you appear cos you wanted to see me, just as much as i wanted to see you.
I wasn't angry/furious. i was just disappointed.
When i heard you were chiong-ing to find me. i anshuang-ed.
When i saw you cramp, cos you were cycling since 1. i xintong-ed.
I went down to find you. You went up to find me.
See-ing your face, i was lost for words.
I'm not even mention-ed in your blog.
something is wrong these days. Is it me? or is it us?

Sometimes its better to stay in the dark. Cos in the dark, there may be fear, but there is also hope. :)

2009-05-15T21:55:00.002+08:00

i think for a teenager. i'm cosidered less whiny :)

and lucky for me, today aint so bored. cos bro got his gf's PINK nintendo, and I am allowed to play! :D so i still have marios and cooking mamas to accompany me -.-

mummy's being really nice :) cos all i can eat is probably PORK and FISH right now, she's trying SO MANY diff things just to make it taste diff than the previous meal :D since she's not allowed to use soy sauce, she started using lots of wierd stuff. but it actually taste kinda nice :) she rocks right?

people are saying math test paper one was a breeze. but paper two was KILLER. thanks to mrs sim. hmm.. i wonder how i would have fared, though i dun even dare think about it.

according to doc, there's still one more week to go. 7 more days of uncomfortable sleeping position. 7 more days of staying home DIGGING for things to do (right now i'm watching Devil Beside You AGAIN :D). 7 more days of mummy racking her brain for new ways to cook pork and fish.
7 more days of missing you.

2009-05-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

too tired to blog these days.

and yes, i'm having CHICKEN POX!
which means, yes, i will not be able to take any of the MYEs , except for the HCL i already took.
my days are pretty boring now.
other than the irritating ITCHY spots, there are the HUGE amount of things i cannot eat. ANYTHING related to chicken, which includes EGG. and ANYTHING related to beans, including SOY SAUCE. for ONE MONTH. sounds SO good right?

Gahh. i think no one in the world has my kind of luck.

i SOOOO wanna hug chow.

2009-05-10T22:24:00.002+08:00

went to visit NaiNai in the morning. i miss her DUPER MUCH!
dunno why, when my daddy ask why suddenly decide to go and mummy replied "ying wei jin tian mu qin jie ma" den i started tearing :(
i love you sooooo much :D 母亲节快乐!

after that went to AhMa house.
studied in the afternoon.
den played abit of com den dinner-ed :)
ahma cooked yu tang fan. *SLURPS* yummy!

home-d. bathed. and now, blogging :D

couldnt msg him ALL DAY. cos phone no money le. booboo. :(
miss you! miss you! MISSYOU!

2009-05-09T23:19:00.003+08:00

nothing much today.

spend my entire morning reading and laichuang-ing.
watch tele with parents in the afternoon.
went out at night.

went to dinner at SAKAE! nothing much to post about it. din take pics.
it was NICE, as always :) but din ate much.. very full le. haha :)

so basically. din study AT ALL today.
gonna chiong tmr. :D wish me determination, i'll need all the drive i can get :)

imy.

2009-05-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

school is quite slack today.
most lessons with two periods. first was revison and second period would mostly be self-study. so not much to elaborate on :)

miss wong talked to me today. asking how i feel about my results and all. L1R5 was 34 :(
i shant talk much about it. i know myself too well.
someone push/motivate me. gahh. get me into study mood so i can CHIONG.

nothing much after school. spent most of my time with jiayi. feels good to talk to her :D I LOVE GUAI LAN KIA luhs! tell me more about your stuff lehs. dun always i'm the one talking and you sit there and shut yourself up!

went compass with whole group of people. den slowly slowly lesser and lesser.
went Popular buy pens and left.
163-ed home. was carrying heavy stuff but daddy was working late today :(

played with yuyu. dinner-ed. play with him somemore :D he's getting cleverer and cleverer. and more stubborn too. tsk tsk. but he's SO MUCH FUN! :D

stick with you! :) ily.

2009-05-07T19:37:00.002+08:00

was late in the morning to meet ben. so i chiong-ed and i'm so darn proud of myself. for walking sooooo fast. i know its kinda no point, but wadever! still happy :)

-BLAH BLAH BLAH-

after sch had chem. den went to eat with ben and friends :)
stayed back cos wanted to peii him more.
went to compass and sat at laodifang.
daddy came to pick me.
and i'm HOME! :D

sorry for the short post. i'm not in blogging mood now.

:D

2009-05-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. mood still swinging. HIGH one min and low the next -.-

raining this morning. and ben, jiayi, huiyin, jason and yingmei were waiting for me at bench. but my daddy drove me by main gate way :( den i reached class in time and they din :( so sorry :(

mrs ng din come today. again. and she lost three periods of math. which we'll have to stay back someday for her to finish teaching.
pe was a re-run of the different dances. kept running around. haha!
geog was copying of stuff. i was reading xp
recessed with sisters, or part of anywayy :)
physics-ed. she gave us some things to take note for revision.
i forgot wad class we had... ...
PC-ed. talked about swine flu and arranged tables for exams.

lunch-ed with jiayi, nicholas, renzhi, wenhao, lyman, yanling, and jasmine at MACS :D i ate apple pie -.-
SUPER FUNNY luhs. they're so FUN! :D lyman went to the counter and said "can i have 2 pie with apple?" and the girl was like "huh?" den this older woman came and took two apple-pies for him. lol!
after that LYMAN cleared the table before we left. and we pushed the tables back to its original state :)

walked around compass with jasmine, minyu, YL and renzhi.
den home-ed after that.
din realise meishi wanted to home with me, so i went off. sorry :(

ANYWAYYY! sisters outing after MYE! someone plan lehhsss :)
and 3a is awaiting for class tee :D polo if i'm not wrong :)

cos i'll never be good enough. :)

2009-05-05T22:30:00.002+08:00

~~MOODSWINGS~~ GAHH.

ben showed me this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMU3jXtULbE
really kinda sad. go watch if you have the time ya?

exams are coming. and i totally still dun feel the stress. crap. its a BAD thing luhs. stress hurry come la!

2009-05-04T22:11:00.003+08:00

got this from MY spouse's blog :) quite interesting ya? and her pic is damn cool. haha!

Anywayyyyy.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY esther and weibin :D

School today was normal.. nothing much to say.

Was waiting for Ben at side gate. den Mdm Chow was there helping staff people take temperature. She was wearing the mask thingy. den this guy went "WAH! Mdm Chow ULTRAMAN AH!" super funny! den this bball guy screamed SWINE FLU(or something) and mdm chow was like "boy! you come! stand here!" haha! den this other guy said something like "i just came back from mexico" LOLs.
seems wierd that people are actually joking about it. i think once someone in singapore gets it. everyone will start screaming luhs.

Chinbee - Apple
Me - Watermelon
Jaslyn - Banana
Xin Ning - Orange
Jodi - Durian
Dorisa - Honeydew
Yan Ling - SWINE
haha! FUN! :D its super funny if you see how i day it in class cos we're all sitting in order and when it gets to yanling, its SUPER FUNNY! :D

Hate cramps. gahh. at its only the first day -.-
and my mood is SWINGING~

2009-05-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

TODAY!

mummy freaked the hell out of me, early in the morning -.-

anywayyy...
mummy went to the talk thingy. came back and i read the notes they gave out. some were true and some were -.-.
Had history remedial in the morning.. was LATEEE.. finished wadever we had. i'm better at source-based than at essays and stuff. i should try to score at there area :)
Lunch-ed at KFC. gahh! dunno wad to sayyy..

Home-d :D I'm P-R-O-U-D of that :D i'm sucha GUAI KIA! :D
YL still say wad one hour! tsk tsk.. lucky i din believe you man!
slept most of the afternoon away, totally wasted it :( should have been studying or something.

Went out to dinner at Beach road :O
went to see my uncle?(i call him chek gong luhs).. and the lift at his block is FUNNY! there was this going down button IN THE LIFT. and i was like asking wad was it. den my daddy say its like, if you press that button, you'll go straight to the floor you wan and would not be stopped by other people who wants to use the lift(understand? means its like, if you live at 14th storey and you're in a rush and you wanna go 1st storey, you press that button and you'll go straight down. even if there are others on like the 1oth storey that wans to go down too, the lift would not stop for them) den he was saying that this was a special previlege for old people. like when some are afraid to be robbed in lift or something. Den i was thinking like, they so stupid mehs? if the robber go in tgt with the old people, den press that button den no one would be able to save them le! den we tried. and out of a sudden, we stopped at level 2! den we look at the buttons and realised that level 2's button was missing and apparently, the worker took the wrong button/or tot it was funny, and fixed that in -.-

DENNNN, went to my aunt's house. and played with her baby. barely 2 months old. SUPER ADORABLE! SUPER PRETTY! and she said i could come play with her as long as i wanted :) her name is CHERRY! SO CUTEEEE! :D
and my aunt talked to me about stuff. and i'll try to heed her advice. i hope i'll make it :D
I LOVE CHEM AND MATH! (i think my nose looks longer now.. xd)

home-d after that..
din do any work today, din do any yesterday, GOSH! i'll have to do stuff tmr.

2009-05-01T21:23:00.004+08:00

I'M BACKKKKK!~ :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOW RUIXI! and i'm using green cos its lesbian love colour? haha! LOVE YOU SISTER! :D

Happy Birthday to Jason too :)

i'm not really in the mood now.. i'll probably blog later.
[edited]
http://reincarnated-boy.blogspot.com/
if you wanna know wad happened. just go read, i too lazy to blog.
just gonna talk about the show. it was really funny luhs :( i know i'm super evil. but! really funny ma! i wun be a spoiler.. its really quite nice. it was SAD, but i din cry.. (apparently, my tears knew i'ld need it in the night)Effects and everything was GREAT! :D go watch luhs. and dun go off right after you see the credits, there's stuff behind :)

Felt terrible, you had no idea. I was totally caught off guard. i could barely catch up with wad he was saying. wadever you wanna do, go ahead. cos i cant take it all anymore. cos i'm too afraid of losing people, cos i hate feeling so fucking insecure cos i seem to trust the wrong people all the time. cos i'm sick of picking myself up ,alone, everytime i fall. seriously, if you continue drinking and hiding, it aint gonna help. you're just gonna get stuck there. I know you're stonger than that (and ONG BAODONG, dun you even try to oppose me!), you're stronger than most people i know, and maybe even me. Babe, all i can say is, just keep trying and i know you'll get out of all this shyt sometime. keep hiding and you'll be stuck in this shyt.

you bring me up and drop me down again.

2009-04-30T23:25:00.002+08:00

gahh.
just found out from jojo's blog that Mr Tay is posted to CHINA. gosh. seriously, totally agree with jojo luhs. Prof.Umbridge/brigde. rahh.

MYEs are coming and ben is freaking me out. stress,revision,stress,homework,stress, LAZY ME,stress,hardworking friends,stress. GAHH! hate to think wad would happen if i get the same sucky results. with everything now, i sincerely pray that would not happen.
i promise to study. MUG next week. and i dun see a reason not to, since ben will be mugging too :)

SWINE FLU is freaking me out. YL feels the same. if just one person in singapore gets it, wad'll happen? dun wann think about it but cant help. school keep reminding us of NCelz and temperature takign exercises..more and mroe people are falling sick these days..
GET WELL SOON PEEPS! :D

i'm gonna be random now.
LOVE yiyee! my S-P-O-U-S-E! she looks SUPER ADORABLE with my hot pink bag and drama jacket! haha :D
and i'm glad JASMINE SIM is nack to sch :D AND i SO LOVE her SEXY voice now! :D MAN uhs! haha!

hmmm...hope tmr's gonna be fun, and all these MYEs stress is gonna magically disappear. at least just for tmr, and for you. :)

sometimes, plastering a fake smile on your face ain't that bad after all :)

2009-04-29T22:09:00.003+08:00

i dun feel really good now. its probably pms, or just something else.

ANYWAYyyy, i'm gonna be sick soon :( MYEs are coming! crap luhs :(

school today was.. (i cant find a word to fit)
three periods of math, i fell asleep somehow. i was really trying to pay attention, but i guess the drowsiness of the meds kicked in, and i *doi*
P.E was cute :) we were learning the bamboo thingy dance. YiXiong was AMAZING! haha.
cant remember most of the rest..

noww...
I LIKE physics, (cos i actually understand it)
TRYING TO LIKE chem (cos its needed to be a psychologist),
TRYING TO BE GREAT IN math (cos its needed too),
I LIKE english (cos its super slack),
I LOVE chinese (cos of my super sweet motherly teacher!),
I AM INTERESTED IN history (but i cant seem to write fasterrrrr),
I AM ... ... IN geog (i really dunno, i cant pass without an open book test)

i'm not in the best of moods these days. :( alot of things are happening around me but i dun wanna talk about it.. i just hopes it blows over soon enough :)

i love my family, my friends and ofcos YOU. :D

2009-04-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

GAHH! either he's reallyyyy tired or he's just being bad :(

ANYWAYS,
nothing much happened today..
Geog test was terrible, History test was WORST! gahh! stupid luhs! :(
After school was both HAPPY and terrible.. an act of self-defense? i dunno luhs. BU XI HUAN :(

photo's taking TMR. i totally forgot about it.. Sec 1s photo was TERRIBLE! couldnt make it for sec2s. AND NOW, i have to face sec 3s with a "fresh face" (according to joyce). everyone thinks my new hair is nicer, gahh. i'm praying hard my hair will look SUPER NICE tmr.. i know, its like praying for a miracle.. but i'll take wadever i can get :)

short post cos nothing much happened/i wanna talk about. GOODNIGHTS :D

personal bubble invasion.

2009-04-26T23:06:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS FUNNN!

nothing much in the morning.. afternoon went to AngMoKio hospital.. feels so deja vu-ish.. i dun like it at all :(( not at all :(

went home and i sleeeeeeep until 4 .30..THANKS SANDY for waking me up with your call! hahah!

late for tuition againnnnn :( last time and i wanted to do it well.. FAILED :(
anywayysss reached and completed my Partial Fraction. YESSS! FINALLY!
din bring storybook so i was disturbing others for the rest of the lesson! HAHA! Enzlina's heart is WITH ME LE! when i sit beside her she cannot concentrate! HAH! :D
Went to eat with them after lesson.. From Pasta Mania to Mac and to KFC. lols!
ate and cam-whored.. but not gonna post pics.. my hair looks super weird.. SIAN.. i hope it'll look normal tmr or soon :(
LOVE THEM! i feel kinda sad that i'm leaving :( crap. we'll go out SOON luhs! :D

Watched Hong Xin Da Jiang.. Fiona, Michelle, Pan Lingling, Tao Yishan and Zhong Qing din get.. i seriously dunno why Michelle din get. Yi Qie Wan Mei is SUPER NICE! she should totally get it! and Pan Lingling, its like HELLO?! For the rest, i was like "aiyuh, will get de lorr" in the end?!
after tat watch S-Factor. Pretty and Bitchy girls! i like Kaykay! haha :)

i dunno wad to tell anyone now. actually, i dun really wanna say anything. i dunno wad i'm feeling. i dunno wad i'm doing. this feeling sucks :(

2009-04-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

Went to school for math lesson today.. i was late but cher haven even come. haha :)
after that went canteen look for them.. slacked there till like 1 or 1plus? went to bus stop and wait for others, some climbed gate some walked main gate... SUPER FUN at bus-stop luhs! Both jiayi's ears kana insect repellent! SMELLY! repell humans.. so lame luhs.. we play along somemore -.-
den we went compass to eat KFC! seriously wanna scold some people.. but forget it luhs.. i'm not so angry anymore :)
ate le den i had to go aunt's house..
den nothing much today le...

GWEE JIAYI MAKES ME HIGH! :D
GUAI!*clap clap clap clap* LAN!*clap clap clap clap* KIA!*clap clap clap clap* GUAI LAN KIA!
and DU!*clap clap clap clap* LAN!*clap clap clap clap* KIA!*clap clap clap clap* and DU LAN KIA! WHOOO!~ LANKIAs are LOVE! :D

gahh! never felt like this before :(

2009-04-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

short post today.. i'm tired luhs..

nothing much happened these days(i realise i haven blogged in quite a long time - 3 days -.-)
anyways..

drama was fun :) we played charades and i was quite good at it :) so ya :D except for the one word thingy, i sucked. but the rest were... ...FUN! :D
DRAMA got SILVER for syf. which is considered really good as schools which got Gold last year drop to silver this year, and we got silver too. so its like they maintained and we improved :D the reason for this was cos judges were really strict.. directors from dunno dunno where de.. but i'm really pleased we made one of the judges laugh :D so ya.. we ROCKED! ROCK! ROCKS! :D
I ♥ DRAMA, cos life's like one. :D

went to cut hair today.. one word "SHIOK!" we decided to wask hair also ma.. so was DAMN SHUANG! minyu say we enjoying life as TaiTai! haha! the person still help us massage, PAIN! but in the end SHIOK luhs! WOOTS! plus the guy quite handsome sia! :D den the cut my hair de(diff person) also quite handsome luhs! LOL! he say he know wad kind of hair i wan -.- in the end...GAHH! others say i look nicer now, but i dun feel safe without my long long hair larr.. although it isnt very short now, but 3 inch is GONE..and so NO tail can! hais.. have to start leaving it long again... ...

nothing much lerr.. theres math class tmr.. GAHH.

2009-04-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

CONGRATS CHOIR FOR GETTING GOLD! :D

cos everytime i get too close, something calls out to me to pull back. Its probably called self-defense :)

2009-04-19T22:58:00.002+08:00

Feeling... ...
EXCITED cos i'll be using my new BAG tmr :D
HAPPY cos i'll be seeing tmr morning :D and its becoming a routine...
cos i finally got tengda's present.
CRAPPY
cos of some stuff
cos of the HOT weather.. you dun have to do anything, just sit there and you'll start sweating..
SAD:
cos i dun like it when we keep such a distance.. to the point i hate it, but i guess you dun really care.
cos i feel like i have to sacrifice some things and it seems like friends are part of wad i have to give up for him. i hope sandy's wrong and that when you gain something you dun have to lose something... cos i dun wanna lose so many of you guys for him..
cos you're going beijing during june holi!
DISAPPOINTED:
cos i haven got to finish my book and i just realised its a library book(and i dunno when its due)
cos i haven studied for geog test.
cos i think i have add-math homework ad i have yet to do it.

i dunno wad else i'm feeling..

for once, i would like to be an immature.

2009-04-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

minyu wants me to update, so ya. its gonna be a short post though.

went out today. i like going out with augustine and jerome and now there's the new additions of cher chin(is this right?) and bryan and matias(i think). cos they can make you laugh until your tummy aches! haha :) they're a great fun bunch of people :)
firstly, they went to play pool. so shyt luhs! i wear tube, i'm deprived of fun..
until we went to bugis, den my fun started :D felt better there anyway :) went to look for my new bag. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! you guys will know why on monday.. totally LOVE IT! but augustine they all say wun be alloweddd... but i REALLY LOVE IT. hope miss pey agrees its nice too! :D went to eat.. me, minyu and chinbee shared MANGO ICE! SWEET!~

hmmm.. i'm really sorry for making minyu's day miserable.. but trust me, mine wasnt any better :) at least not until we went bugis. but i really cant do it. i'm sorry. i just dun like seeing you guys tgt. everytime i see it, everytime i wanna.. and when you come and ask me if i'm okay.. i so wanna switch hearts with you and let you feel if I AM OKAY OR NOT. if you're happier with them, den seriously, go ahead.. i dowan you force yourself to peii me or wad kays? :)
i'll be fine. or at least i'll try to act like i am :)

2009-04-14T20:49:00.002+08:00

Mrs ng was talking about how zero is actually taught to small kids. the qadult will take soemthing(example: apple) and put 1 on the table, telling the kid "this is one" den put one more and say "this is two" and all the way till 9. den the adult takes away everything and say "this is zero" she says this is the only way of teaching a kid zero, cos if the adult starts by showing the kid and empty table and goes "this is zero" the kid would not understand.
den i started thinking, when you were give something, you knew it was 1, but before that, you never realised you had zero, until only that 1 is taken away from you, den you'll realise you now have zero.
RANDOM! haha :)

i'm upset today. :( dun like this feeling.

i wanna go beach and escape SOON! please?

2009-04-12T21:34:00.003+08:00

emo-ing and being random now, pardon me :)

i dun understand why people are hurting each other.
i dunno why you are privating your blog. or maybe i do but i just dun wanna admit it. and i wonder how many people actually realised you did. i'm praying i aint the only one, cos if i am, it makes me right. which i so hope i'm wrong now. if you know i'm talking about you, i love you. i'm sorry for neglecting you. :(
Peeps, it doesnt mean that as long as you do talk to her everyday, is there with her everyday, means you're treasuring her. cos, oh how wrong you can be. when she's right in front of you and tears welled in her eyes and you din know she was sad. all cos you were too busy laughing darling. i'm not blaming you or anything. i'm just upset. :(

i think i'm too naive, and i'm trying to grow up :)

everything seems to be starting at one again.. and i dun wanna fall again.
"The man who made you think so poorly of yourself was a bastard, I'll make you forget his treachery once and for all. Then we'll go on. Together. We'll be happy, and the devil take anybody who tries to stop us." -Sabrina Jeffries, The Pirate Lord

2009-04-11T21:39:00.003+08:00

FINALLY! YOU'RE ONLINE :D

hmmm.. slept till around 10 plus? breakfast-ed and read book..
did nothing till mummy called and joined her for lunch :)
chiong-ed to school, one reason is cos i'm already LATE. another reason is.... :D
reached school and danny came over saying you just left :( crapppp..

walked to compass.. bu hui shai la bu hui shai!
peii kokting and junyuan eat.. den went to cup walker buy bubbly tea and meet kaibin..
kaibin bought red milk tea for me as my birthday present? THANKYOU! :D
den met MINYU, jasmine and ling at lao di fang. yanting came too :)
walked around den decided to go alley to practice dance. so far me and junyuan have the best timing :D we got rhythm sense :D
HAHA.. alot people walk past la! SO FUNNY! :D

after that left for Jasmine's house to re-format Minyu's memory card.. i spend most of my time on her bed there. okayyy, sounds wrong! haha..
minyu's dad came to fetch us.. and he drove me home.

thats about it.. no pics today.. cos not much happened anyway :D

people come and go. you're probably right, i'll have to learn and grow up one day :)

2009-04-10T21:28:00.004+08:00

YAY! wad a GOOD friday today is :D

MRT-ed to plaza sing with ben, minyu, jennifer, laureen, jason, yingmei, chinann, esther, nicholas, lyman, wenhao and 3 other unknown guys(sorry!) :D

With JENNIFER! haha, i love you! :D

The picture says it all.. we went to watch KNOWING :D we occupied the whole row! :D

It was nice luhs.. worth watching :) but dan xiao de wo, kept jumping. minyu screamed though, but i bit my lip :D got sad parts too.. jen and minyu cried.. me and laureen REN ZHU! passed!

first movie with you, and i controlled my usual noisy-ness :D

took SUPER long to find a proper place to eat.. 12 people lehs! plus quite near lunch hour.. so ended up spliting.. me, ben, minyu, jen and laureen went to KFC. kop-ed ben's cheese fries. :)

after that went walk walk and we went to vivo! haha

From left: (wenhao)minyu, me, jen[hiding behind]laureen.

went to rooftop :D cam-whored and slacked there :D

MRT-ed with ben.. he had to kovan to dinner with his family..

stuupid guy, din remind me to take pic.. :(

LRT-ed home :D

first movie with you! :D

2009-04-08T20:53:00.005+08:00

YAY! PEEPS! i'm here to blog about my BIRTHDAY! there is pictures! so kat and all, enjoy :D

FIRST PRESENT: Coin bank from SANDY!

thanks darling! :D its CUTEEEE!

SECOND PRESENT: Bear from Joey, Melissa, Ruixi and Jojo
thanks guys! i love it SO MUCH! :D

THIRD PRESENT from Jasmine, Minyu, Jiayi and Ling
THANKYOU(S) lots! i'll use it luhs!

if you cant see wad it is... ...

HAHAHA! never tot you'ld see this right? i got quite a shock too.. but i like it all the same. And korkor says i'm getting black, so this will come in HANDY :D

FIFTH PRESENT from Farren :D
thanks cutie :D its as adorable as you!

Forgot wad position these are.. so i'll just fit them here :D
The Vanhouten is from Jiawen and Wanling.

The Cadbury is from Rachel, Vanessa, Peiyi, Qiaopo and others i cant rmb, sorry :(

SIXTH PRESENT from Melissa.

Its a mirror and ferrero :D thanks DA JIE!

and the mirror wrapper says "i want to make you happy" :)

SEVENTH PRESENT from Chinbee, Dorisa, Serlin and Xin Ning.

It says they love me! :D

the fish necklace is really sweet :)

EIGHTH PRESENT! the picture says it all :D

all 8 pigs there :D I LOVE SISTERS! :D

CARDS TIME!

FIRSTLY, KAT's CARD!

(front)

(back)

Thanksyou! i love you too! :D

SECONDLY, RACHEL'S! :D

(outside)

(inside)

thankyou for the pretty card :D

LASTLY, QIAOPO's!

(inside)

(back)

(zoom in on one of the faces)

thankyou VERY MUCH! Ya luhs! you're talented in drawing :D

there are other cards, but i'm too lazy to post them.. haha :)

BEST PART OF THE DAY
After sch, went to compass with him to buy my present!

This is wad we got :D

haha.. somehow, he din hear it from anyone and picked this.. :D

love it! SUPER NICE TO HUG :D and can sleep on too :D
he treated me to mcflurry also.. den we continued walking..

walked around basement one and he got me this :D

SUNFLOWER! one if the *** thingy on yesterday's post!

Thankyou! for spending the entire afternoon with me :D and buying such SWEET presents for me :D

ily. ♥

Homed and i had this specially delivered to my block.

(closer view of the cake)

I have to admit, it was nice. haha. thanks for the cake.. :) and also the flower :)

Thats about it.. will edit this post tmr to add in the msgs people sent me..

THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL DAY! I LOVE YOU GUYS! :D

2009-04-07T21:31:00.004+08:00

i am BORED! seriously, how can i be BORED now?! of all times. grrr.

my last few hours of 14, and i've got nothing better to do so i shall reflect.. HAHA :D
being 14 is (was).. DRAMAtic? haha.. things happened and i tot they only did on tele..
haha, my FIRST reason for loving Drama, cos life's like one :)
14 is(was).. a lesson learnt? but maybe it aint all that good too.. when you're at the HIGHest-est point, you'll fall even harder.. and this stops you from climbing the next time round.. and when it all turns out to be a HUGE joke played on you, you just wanna punch someone in the face :D
14 is(was) FUN, sec 2 life ROCKS SUPER MUCH! sec 3 life is just.. a tint bit too stressful for a girl like me :)
ANYWAY, i'm growing up soon. :D 15 here i come :D i'm trying to welcome it with open arms :D
i'm SUPER EXCITED! cos i wonder wad i'll get tmr!
If anyone buys me ********* and ********, i'll go crazy! :D

Time is passing REALLY slowly.. and you're still busy. and i'm BORED :( its been 9 since @#!$% ago! :(

my post is lameeee, wadevs :D

blog more tmr.. hopefully with pictures for my DEAR KATHERINE :D

Meeting you was fate. Becoming your friend was a choice. But falling in love with you, was beyond my control.

2009-04-04T23:03:00.004+08:00

Today is both happy and sad? its probably due to my EXTREME moodswings.. but some arent luhs..

I'm HAPPY cos
1. YOU! yes you! :D i got SO much to say that i dunno where to start.
thanks for loving me, thanks for letting me be the most important girl to you, thanks for being there for me, thanks for wanting to know every single thing i'm thinking of cos you care, thanks for caring, thanks for filling your mind with me, thanks for promising that you'll never lie to me(and also keeping to it), thanks for purely existing :D
theres lots more but i wanna hurry so you'll get to read.
2. Melissa is DARN HAPPY today! haha, cos of ME! :D i'm happy cos she's happy. i love you lots! :D
3. babies are EXTREMELE cute!
4. i got my camera (i know its lame, but its PINK!) CAMWHORE TMR!
5. of YOU all over again
6. SYF is coming and i'm EXCITED :D
7. my birthday is coming and i'm hopeful.
8. OF YOU LUHS!

I'm sad cos:
1. i think i'm the SUAY-est girl on earth when it comes to my DEAREST da yi ma -.-
2. the stupid pain keeps me in bed, unable to do anything but sleep
3. there's tuition tmr, and i haven done my work and mummy's upset.
4. basar malam closes tmr! so shitty right? 3 days only lehs! CRAP!
5. i haven ate cotton candy yet.
6. of all the emo songs i'm hearing.
7. i miss you?

I SO WANNA WATCH HANDSOME SUIT! maybe cos i watched 200 pounds beauty today.. BUT I STILL WANNA WATCH!

i'm EXTREMELY touched now, to the point of i'm crying. oh boy, thanks for EVERYTHING :)

i guess wad goes around comes around? the difference is probably wad was stopping you then, and wads stopping me now. i'm sucha coward.

2009-04-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

today was an EVENTFUL day.. both good and bad?

hmmm.. morning went to sch myself, cos daddy took off..
LRT-ed adn when i was walking, i saw zong sheng and in front of zongsheng is JASLYN :)
went to scared zongsheng, quite soft luhs, so i guess he din xia dao.. so i tried on jaslyn, abit louder? AND SHE JUMPED! haha, scare her like siao! LOL.. must admit, quite fun luhs.. naughty me.. xp

morning prac and lessons lessons lessons..
Math test was terrible.. D-I-F-F-I-C-U-L-T! but i did practice yesterday! so i'm quite proud of myself :D
dun rmb much wad else happened.. probably cos i was reading.. haha! SUPER NICE LUHS!
recess-ed with sisters AGAIN! :D

continued with lessons, continued with reading :)
during chinese i did something SUPER dumb.. i was reading and i was falling asleep.. den wong laoshi was talking about the newspaper den she said something about earth hour. and peixin asked " zai na li(where)?" den i turned around and went " xin jia po la(singapore la)" and gave the diao face.. den runan say "ta shi zai went bao zhi shang na li, bu shi di fang zai na li" den chinbee they all started laughing at me.. LOL den wong laoshi asked us if we knew who the new vice-prime minister(isit? i dunno luhs) is. and i said "LIN ZHI YU!" den ling went "WA! ni zuo VPM, xin jia po jiu si le(you be VPM,singapore die liao)![or something along the line]" LMAOS! :D

Had oral, okay luhs.. i was SUPER NERVOUS! and he knew luhs.. at first he was waiting for me to calm down.. den the end i din den he give mark le! LOL.. rahhs!

Drama-ed and we ended early? went to play bball with darren, gilbert and daniel with minyu.. quite happy luhs, cos i think i played quite nicely :D WOOHOO!
den waited for miss leow to open gate for us and we walked to compass :D
slacked at lao di fang awhile and home-d :D

my finger is in pain :( my two ugly toenails are sad :(( as for my face :(((

and your voice echos through my mind.

2009-04-01T22:18:00.003+08:00

today is...... A HAPPY DAY! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! :D
oh! and HAPPY APRIL FOOL too :D

hmm.. morning practice, lessons, lessons and lessons..
recess-ed. YAY! sisters ate tgt again.. although not all sisters.. but there is Melissa, Ruixi, Jasmine, Ling :D YAY! happy happy happy!
physics teacher din come! WOOHOO! slacked..
english teacher played games with us, i help my team WIN! WOOTS! :D another slack lesson..shared secrets with vanessa and rachel most of the remaning time :D FUN!
pc has always been a slack lesson.. yay again..
so most of my after recess periods were SLACKING TIME :D shiok!

after dismissed went to 3D.. waited for minyu to finish her english, and we all went to the library to do my english essays.. YAY! took quite long to finish it luhs.. stupid safety thingy, i think i spent like one full hour on it? roar!
but ben and jas and minyu helped me alot! YAY! so i completed it sooner than i tot :D THANKS GUYS :D
minyu and ling did math for the later part while waiting for me, sorry i took so long..
after that went to EAT! hungry :(
eat le went to play abit bball, din play much.. too many people le..
walked to compass and home-d :D

math test tmr, i hope i'll pass! i'm doing the worksheet now and i have to finish cos i promised minyu i would. :D

i think basar malam will open tmr or the next :D YAY! excited :D

thanks for peii-ing me so looooong today. :) was quite sad when you said going play bball.. on days when i wanna let you go, you wun. on a day when i so much dun wan you to go, you had to. but in the end, YAY! still walked tgt :D :D :D

2009-03-31T20:43:00.004+08:00

Quoted from Melissa :D
" To smile, i need you to smile too.
To laugh, i need you to laugh too.
To love, i need you to love too."
:D

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today wasnt a good day.. so shant blog about it.. HAPPY THINGS ALL THE WAY!~
spend most of my time in class reading, i guess...
after sch got SUPER HIGH! COS NO LE!! was screaming and screaming and people tot i was crazy.. i even screamed outside 3C, when they were having lessons.. SUPER PAISEH!
waited for 3D to end lesson den went to eat..
dunno why on the way down i suddenly change of mood, or maybe i know why..
ate luan7 8zao :) den was lazing there, din really wanna go up..
went up and we got our mask! YAY! its DUPER NICE! but it gives you the creeps luhs! den they were wrapped in the 'pop pop' plastics.. and Sam gave us each a piece to play with! haha! we're still kids luhs! even she plays la! haha
rehearsed and blah blah.. den we were let to go..

you called and i missed it, i msg-ed and you din reply. guess you left.. but i went to confirm with jason again, stupid me. it was quite obvious right?! lol. emo-ed cos you left, silly me :)

2009-03-30T21:35:00.009+08:00

today is a HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY day, for me at least :)

woke up in the morning and i felt super nice, dunno why luhs..
daddy drived me to sch.. drama-ed in the morning.. and lessons after lessons :)
mrs ng is on a week(or is it 2?) medical leave, and now, there's a mr ng(am i right?) to take us for the week.. the only good thing about him is probably his looks? lol, quite shuai luhs.. abit above average? but ling and farren went crazy luhs! LOL
Recess-ed and i went to 3d to look for Jasmine to go recess.. she had to do math so waited waited.. den ben came up with my punishment :(
it was worse than i tot luhs.. eat until like never ending de.. lol.. but finished in the end luhs :)
finish le den recess over liao.. their teacher came in and i ran off!
quite hungry luhs.. lessons followed and den came history!
Mr Rahim din come, so we had two free periods! :D gossiped, slacked and joey told us ghost stories.. freaked out, but i was curious luhs xp
more lessons and we changed seats.. and now i'm sitting beside CHINBEE! at least it was WAY BETTER than i tot it would be :)
continued having math and shuxian said something SUPER FUNNY!
Mr ng: this is my best class yet.. other classes i went to, when i go tru the answer, only 5 students will look at the board.. this class everyone is looking at the board :)
Shuxian: No lorr! this class 40 student looking at the board, ONE *points to FARREN* looking at you!
And everyone around burst into laughter.
Farren: ME?!
HAHHAHAHHAHA! oh my gosh! SO funny can! Farren's SO CUTE!

Went to 3d after that.. slacked and we went to eat some small things from the noodle stall, BIG bowl of soup *SLURPS* (i forgot i ate lunch luhs!and ben reminded me. wth!)
after that walked to compass, slacked at lao di fang.. talked and listened to music... tried rubbing some stuff off, and i rubbed off my skin too :D
i dunno why but i'm SUPER happy! :DD
and daddy came to pick me up for dinner.. dinner-ed and home-ed..

Geog test tmr.. gonna study later.. i hope i'll PASS! :D

erasing you from my hand would hurt, erasing you from my heart would bleed.

2009-03-29T21:05:00.002+08:00

ZHIYU's FEELING GOOD TODAY~

hmmm.. i hope over-sensitive days are OVER :)

mummy's getting me another tuition.. which means i'll have 2 add-math tuition.. you guys probably think i'm gonna complain and whine, but i'm not kays.. i know daddy/mummy will probably NEVER EVER see this.. but ya..
Being in 3A is really not as easy as it seems.. it aint all about biase-ness and stuff.. i dun want any of it and if you guys want it, come take it luhs.. i dun give a damn.. i'm super stressed out recently.. and two tutions just means two times the workload for me and an additional of lecturing.. anyway you hear it, doesnt sound nice.. but if it pleases you both, i'm okay with it.. and if in the end it doesnt work out again, please dun say things like i'm wasting your money or if i'm gonna fail den might as well just throw away my books and stuff.. i'm relly trying, and i hope you guys see it too :)

i'm trying to train my patience and hopefully train my sensitive-ness too.. cos i'm kinda sick of it already :)

i dun wanna cry anymore.

i dun believe in fairytales anymore.

2009-03-28T22:12:00.003+08:00

woke up quite early.. okay luhs.. it was 9.. but thats early for me on a sat -.-

tidy up my wardrobe... realised i have more clothes than i tot.. but i still want MORE! haha :)

went to compass a litlle earlier so i can shop awhile for jas's present.. and i got her an eye mask! DORAEMON :D plus i shared with minyu they all also.. for this lamp and a green thingy(SUPER NICE TO HUG!) in the end cos of timing crashed.. din eat with Jas..
i'm quite disappointed with myself bout Jas's birthday.. i wanted to do so much better.. :( and i was super sad to leave.. cos i REALLY REALLY wanted to stay there.. :( i know SYF important.. i love drama too.. but i love Jas more.. and i hate to choose between my heart and my mind :( i'm thinking too much.. -.-

went to drama.. was late.. but surprisingly.. teacher din scold much, neither did instructor..
tried my best cos i dun wanna think its nto worth it in the end.. and i think i did quite well, although i forgot some things.. but yay! :)

walked to compass with renzhi and minyu.. den parents came to fetch me to dinner..
ate le den went home..

bathed, read, and i fell asleep -.- woke up at 8 plus.. and i realised you din msg me the entire time i was sleeping.. although few hours only.. but! but! rahh.. i dunno la :)

to: 10th april! Jiayi, Shi hui, Jason, Yingmei, Danny, Minyu, Nicholas, Lyman, Wenhao, Ben and Jasmine! i'm trying to plan for us to go CYCLING again! cos that time jasmine couldn't make it.. so.. i hope everyone is free! please tell me asap if you arent and latest confirm with me by the end of next week :D

i'm trying to plan two movies.. and i dunno when everone is free and who to go wad.. oh crap.. i'll try to asap ya?

i wanna find my old self back :(

how long is forever?

2009-03-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

SPORTS DAY TODAY! and i'm so gonna WHINE!

Woke up SUPER EARLY.. and i wasnt late! thanks to daddy :)
meet with ben, junyuan and ling at compass.. MRT-ed to hougang and walked to stadium with AH DA! :D
den had sports leader duty most of the way.

Here i go... ...
IT IS SUPER HOT! and i'm sun-burned! i'm already super tanned and NOW, i'm super tanned-ER! rahh! stupid sun!
AND! ITS A CHEER-LEADING COMPETITION! HELLO?! If it was dance competition, i would have NOTHING to say. COS our class was doing a cheer and not dance! AND they used the sch's song for god's sake! i'm not the only one pissed luhs! i'm sure there are ALOT of other sec3 classes that are PISSED cos a teacher told us to make it more cheer-y instead of dance-y. and now you let a FULL DANCE class get FIRST PRIZE?! HELLO! CHEER-LEADING LA! i can easily picked out a class that should have won that first prize, other than 3A la! GAHH!
although 3A din win for cheer, but i tot we did GREAT! and if we had teachers who noticed the title of the competition clearly*AHEM*, i'm sure we would have gotten something.. 3A stomped the floor and thats wad matters most! :D

BLAH! i'm too pissed to type out the rest luhs!

after that walked to hougang mall with a whole group of people.. i dun like being screamed at, i'm sure you dun too.. den separated at some point cos some said this way faster some say that... so ended up walking with ah da most of the way.. reached hougang den jas say other people told her that hougang mall fast foods are PACKED with NCHS peeps.. so we went to compass instead.. and ah da went home..
emo-ed in the MRT otw to compass, i dunno why luhs.. whole mood dropped -.-
went to mac, kaibin and kokting eat luhs.. den chior peeps left and weekian(did i spell it right?) came.. kokting and kaibin started ice-war.. PAIN~
den me and kaibin went library to borrow books.. we were being random luhs.. borrowed le wanted to surprise him in sch, almost failed la! i was like praying le la.. cos i think i screwed up Jasmine's present and i dun wanna screw up another surprise..
was like waiting for them to arrive, when they were already in sch.. more exact, in canteen.. and i was waiting for them at the bench lorr.. after that think guai guai one.. so long haven reach mehs? den i went to look around and they were actually in the canteen -.-
watched them play and chatted with nic.. after that played bball with ben.. stressed de lorr! LOL but after that i got quite a number of shots in! haha.. suddenly wanna play bball again :D
waited until choir ended, played somemore den left le..
bus-ed to compass and LRT-ed home :)

i forgot how much i liked "Japanese Crispy Seaweed" :)

2009-03-26T22:07:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS... ... half half?

had lessons and i was already hungry.. couldnt go recess cos we had to do cheer.. okay -.-
continued with lessons on an empty stomach..had to do cheer right after class dismissed.. -.-'
den after that miss pey was already screaming, so had to sit there and wait for our teacher-in-charge to come brief us.. sat there like an idiot and you know wad? our teacher wasnt even there, so we were actually waiting for NO ONE. i was super hungry le den still lidat.. -.-"

-BLAH-

had drama..till 6 plus.. den went to wait for everyone den leave tgt :)
sat at lao di fang awhile den went to walk walk and da bao-ed KFC home :D
tio scold cos reach home quite late these days.. but today.. :D :D

~~If its my fault, i'm sorry.~~

i still cant believe i've got you. :D

2009-03-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

i'm really tired.. so i'm gonna finish this quick :)

nothing much happened today.. mostly stayed in 3D to watch their cheers and stuff.. till 5 plus?
din feel like eating much, plus there's food back home..
ate le den was about to leave until Jasmine lost her file, so we went around looking for it.. i hope she finds it tmr, magically appearing in her class or something..
hmmm.. den left lorr, with him.. can tell he was tired luhs. and he PUA-TOHed again! haha
after that slacked at lao di fang till 7 plus? played truth-or-dare..(LOL) and ya.. den left to walk around in compass.. yupp yupp :) and home-ed :D

:D:D:D:D:D! oh, you get my point!:D :D :D! :D!

2009-03-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

today is a relatively GOOD day. and so was YESTERDAY.

hmm.. missed quite a few lessons.. cos had to perform for sec4s during their assembly..
i tot it was okay luhs.. except for the audince laughing at the wrong times.. i think we were GOOD! :D

BLAH BLAH BLAH(skips)

had LE after sch.. hmm.. no one was really listening to Xiang lao shi? so sad la.. he was still like teaching as if the whole class listening lidat.. i was busy trying how to blow the bubble gum. and... I SUCCEEDED! :D YAY! kay larr, i noob ma, today first time blow bubble gum, so i'm super high about it luhs.. :D
after that went to 3D to watched them do cheer.. den after that went Drama luhs..

SKIP!

Drama was dismissed early as most of us were feeling sian? so went to play bball with juniors :D quite fun luhs.. like very long never play le.. after that wanted to go find Jas they all in the canteen.. but they found us first..
waited for jiayi at the side gate there.. den we left..
walked to compass and sat at lao di fang till 7 :D

and now i'm home and blah blah blah..

hmmm.. i never really saw this coming. and if ever one day, i'm the most important girl in your life, i'ld probably also be the luckiest girl on earth too :) i dun really know how to say this.. but thanks :) i'll hold on to my promise and smile more often, just for you. :D
Quoted " Good days come often, bad days come too. But the best days only come when i'm with you." :D

2009-03-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

I AM HIGH TODAY! :D WHOOPEE!~

i wonder wad it feels like to be the most important girl in your life.

for those that dunno.. dun think to much :)

2009-03-21T22:17:00.004+08:00

oh crap, was deciding whether to blog or not. and now i give up, so here i am.

i admit, this year i have been a little too sensitive. fine, WAY TOO sensitive. i dunno wad got over me, and just like you guys, i hate myself for crying over the little-est things.
if you know i'm talking about you, I'm really sorry if i upset you in anyway. if you dun, den just shut up and dun ask me about it.
(firstly) I'm sorry i just dun trust you..i know you love me damn much and i used to too.. but now, i just cant forget wad you did in the past and every action you do now just seems to make me wonder, are you acting or is it true. i'm sorry i doubt you, but you broke my trust, and now you just cant have it all back.
Secondly(this is to mel, and i put her name here cos i wan her to know). i'm really sorry for not being able to join you guys for recess sometimes.. i'll try to make more time for you guys kays?
Thirdly(this is for my dearest Meishi)I LOVE YOU A HELL LOT kays? and i'll really try to spend AS MUCH TIME with you as possible. I'm always here if you ever need me ya? or at least i'll try to be :) i love laopo! :D
Fourthly(to GREEN-TEH and HWA-TEH) thanks for being there for me everytime i break down.. i really appreciate it :) i'll try to be less sensitive :)
Fifthly, thanks for EVERYTHING you did, doing, will be doing for me. When minyu asked today who i trusted MOST, you came into my head. I hope you'll keep your promise. i cant deal with empty promises anymore :)
Lastly, to all my sisters, i hope wo men shi chao ji da ben zhu will never disband. everyone probably has a new life now, new class and new friends but i still love you guys TONS, and i never wanna lose you guys kays?
Jasmine says " everyone changes, so wad for say things like that hurt one another. When you are sad, you can come and find me to chit chat, talk to me, crap to me, i wun push you away i promise. We are still sisters and although we are in different classes, but it doesnt mean we cant meet right? Anyway, i'm done. Thanks Zhiyu for letting me crap on her blog.

theres more people i wanna say to, but its not really fang bian here, just know that i love you guys ya?

NEXT! i feel like 3A is strangling me.. in a class like this, its hard to find my place.. Remember when i said i'm starting to get use to 3A cos of people like ah da and kaibin and junyuan and all? now i totally dun feel it anymore.. teacher promised my mama to change my seat, which just means : away from ah da, kaibin, junyuan, ling and kokting and everybody. and i hate to think wad would happen.. i'll probably cry on the first day of sch re-open cos i'm sitting beside a total stranger..
Went to plaza sing today, nothing much luhs, spent like 8 bucks on ARCADE! SHIOK! i'll go there again next time :D
Went to eat at KFC and we sat on the same table where i cried cos Jasmine was transferred to 3D. now i feel kinda stupid.. cos now I wanna be in 3D.. i'm jealous of you ,JASMINE SIM. and i guess i always will be. unless i drink some holy water and be as clever as ah da, or i'll never fit in.. i dun think i should say more..

ANYWAY! i wanna go movie, hopefully SOON.. either STREET FIGHTER: THE LEGEND OF CHUN-LI or CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC
and i wanna go arcade again(when i'm stressed with lots of spare cash) :D I WAN THAT ZHU ZHU! haha :)

you have NO idea.

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I LOVE EVERYONE! i'm lazy luhs! too many le la!

2009-03-20T23:58:00.005+08:00

haha.. kinda stressed today.. crap..

stayed in my bed till like 1o plus 11? haha.. oops!
watch tele till 12 den joined mama for lunch downstairs :)
came up and i planned to do my holi homework (notice the word plan is in past tense).. yupp, i din do it in the end :( i really really wanted to do.. i had EVERYTHING on the table already..
started with chem, din knwo how to do so i put it aside.. moved on to physics. seeing so much work to be done, i go lazy and took out english. i din understand the passage so i went on with chinese. did halfway and my mummy told me she was sleepy and wanted to go take a nap and asked me to wake her up half an hour later..
you know wad happened later luhs, i went to take a nap too and ya, woke up at 5 -.-

din continue doing cos daddy asked me to clear the table.. den i decided to drag out my bro's notebook to do ace-learning.. did halfway and we had to go downstairs to dinner..
BLAH~
and here i am, blogging :D

hmm... not a really good day today, i hope tmr would be better..
going arcade with friends tmr! hope to JUBEAT with jasmine:D and play bball too :)
SAMANTHA JADE IS PRETTY!

sweet dreams :)

2009-03-19T23:24:00.002+08:00

woke up SUPER early for drama today.. reached sch at 6.50.. late again.. i know luhs.. its cos of the rain! if not papa would drive me le :(
ended up taking LRT to sch.. most of the people were there le xD
took this blue bus to CJC.. first sight was alot of people wearing blue shirts(like the ones the trainers wore at our camp!) in the canteen.. den i screamed "HWAJIE" for minyu.. den got some people turn around, but dunno got him anot lorr..
went to the hall to rehearse.. felt quite nice cos the feeling of last year's SYF came back, with the seniors and everything, it was SO MUCH FUN!
rehearsed for TWO hours(with a 2 minute break in the middle?), muscles ached le.. try raising your hand and kneeling so much :((
seniors gave comments and i do agree.. but directors say its really great.. IT IS GREEK, right?
got back to sch and had lunch break till 1..
peii-ed seniors walk out, until petrol kiosk there.. den went 7elven dun have minyu wan de cup noodle, so walk to the one closer to our sch.. den there also dun have.. LOL.. ended up minyu bought some Tom Yum thingy and i bought SLURPREE :D
went up to 3D to eat :)

~ BLAH BLAH BLAH(too lazy to type out everything)~

YAY! we were good so instructors let us off at 3.3o :)
went down to bball court.. den met ah da along the way.. sat at the bench there slack slack slack den ah da pulled me to go peii him buy minyu's present.. walked to cp choose SUPER long, lucky minyu liked it la! :D
went back to sch(this time is i drag him la) find jiayi they all.. den reach awhile security guard came le den we chiong out.. but Ben and Chin ann still inside cos they got some match thingy.. den dunno why in the end cancelled, so lucky(unlucky) Mdm chow came den she open the gate they come out :D
she started lecturing us.. me and jiayi wan hurry zao sia.. den wait super logn for the green man to turn on den me and jiayi walk fast fast le.. shihui say whole road i walk got 满脸心事written on my face.. :( i'm really sorry.
cos ah da haven eat lunch at it was already 7? so we sat at lao di fang and watch him eat curry puff and waffle.. den mummy called and had to go home le :)

:D BIG BIG FOR YOU TO SEE!

2009-03-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG MINYU! YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME NOW! MUAHAHAHAHA!

LOVE YOU! :D

2009-03-17T21:14:00.003+08:00

woke up by ben's msg this morning.. before that i was semi-consious. lol.
msg msg den i think he was busy.. replied slower and slower and i drifted back to sleep :) weather was SUPER nice to sleep luhs! :D
woke up cos i got hungry.. haha.. went kitchen to hunt for food.. and i ended up with milk and some biscuit thingy.. ate ate den watched Ellen show on channel 5.. exact same epi as yesterday's.. there was nothing else to watch anyway..
day dragged on... until mummy came back from work.. den we went bugis shop shop.. bought my new slippers/sandals (wadever you call it).. but i really liked my old one, with the fish its SO CUTE.. crap.. but the new one is cute too.. just less cute.. and it makes me look like i have REALLY BIG feet :(
went around somemore looking for MINYU's present.. but couldn't seem to find any.. BUT NOW! i know wad to buy le.. so minyu, JIN QING QI DAI! i think you will like :D
met up with daddy to dinner.. den home-d :D

here i am.. chatting with ben.. we're trying to stop LOL-ing and it turns out super funny! HAHA :D

i suck at multi-tasking -.- so i'm gonna stop here :)

OH YA! i kept hearing Chris Brown's With You today.. like EVERY store i went to.. ya...

2009-03-16T20:17:00.005+08:00

i'm in the mood to blog.. but thats probably because i'm quite moody now :(

woke up damn early today.. daddy drove me to compass at 7.. den meet-up with mel, ruixi, jojo, ling and alicia(who does not have class today but still came!) at mac to BREAKFAST. den ate le walked to school.. reach school just nice 8 :)
had Chem.. all i can say is, i dun like chem -.-.
den was HCL which was only for junwei and douglas (sorry if i spell wrongly) so the rest of us mainly slacked around.. went to walk walk den decided to go to bus stop and fetch JASMINE :)
after that had geo till 11.3o.. mr seah was saying why the people die when they drink from Katherine Gorge(is this how you spell it?) den cos i was damn high, i made a joke and said cos when they drink, their tummy got plunge pool.. whole class burst into laughter, that proves i'm actually FUNNY :)
after that END le den sat down at canteen.. jas, ah da and ling went to see 2c class cheer.. i peii-ed minyu go sit at the floor outside D&T room WITH BENEDICT.. sitting there with the rain and everything, feels kinda peaceful with a tint bit of sadness :( chat chat le.. den jas they all went compass, i stayed with minyu.. den ah da came and we started telling jokes :D FUN! den after that lyman came le so we( jiayi, shihui, nicholas, lyman, minyu and me) went compass.. lyman, nicholas, jiayi and minyu ate at LJS and i kop-ed xd.. den after that jiesan le.. i had to go home cos my phone no batt plus need go somewhere after.. so ya..
reached home and blah... ... fell asleep and i woke up and had dinner and here i am :)

玩不起. thats how i feel.. dun ask me if you dun get it.. cos maybe you're not suppose to..
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now i know you dun :)
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now i'm confused.
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just a small action will do, tell me where i stand.

2009-03-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

WEE!~ a day of HIGHs(only some know luhs) and LOWs.. but in all i guess i'm okay..

went to school feeling damn happy.. probably still in yesterday's FUN mood..
math period and cher gave out Add.Math.. and i got 13/50 :( crap man.. an i tot after all that crappy work, i would at least pass :( felt damn sucky.. Jas and Minyu came to comfort me adn i broke down :( crap man.. felt damn disappointed and i'm super scared cos mama and papa will scold, plus they will probably threaten to stop my tuition den i confirm will fail le :((
next was chem and i din wanna see her stupid face.. plus i was still crying so decided to just stay in the toilet.. stopped my tears and we all left.. went back into class and kana scold by her la.. den walked back to my seat and saw my chem paper on the table... from 25 become 24? WTF?! means i fail by one mark and i dun even know why she took off one mark -.- cried somemore luhs.. F her la! :( and she din treach us that conical flask stoppered the apparatus will explode den she still KP us.. WTH la! still say wad "no one knows wad o levels will come out wad, as long as you do your best, its okay" CRAP LA! if you told me about the explosion, i would probably have passed luhs! dun put the blame on me la!
BLAH BLAH BLAH and sch ENDED!
went 3D and went lunch with Minyu,Yingmei,Shihui,Ben,Danny and Jason(sorry if i missed anyone out).. Guys went to buy Poultry Delights (EWW! GROSS! GOT XIAO QIANG!) and girls went to eat MIAN~ i ate luan qi ba zao *SLURPS* yum yum :D
after that went library awhile den slacked around.. Laugh until stomach damn pain thansk to Huiyin and Jiayi! WTH! thye realyl damn funny and lame.. and so was i la.. Minyu at first cannto take it, after that Lamed along.. LOL
walked to compass den JIESAN and i went home :D

Tmr got SportsHeats! gonna miss LE and ELDDS.. but it should be FUN cos i swop with Joey so now i'm finishing judge with Jaiyi and Minyu and Junyuan and dunno who else den Joey is Starter with Dorisa! :D YAY!
Going Sungei Buloh( i dunno how to spell la XD) on Sat, gonna miss another ELDDS session but i'm really EXCITED about it :D WOOTS!

gonna go sleep le, i'm really tired too.. NIGHTS peeps! SWEET DREAMS XD

2009-03-08T22:26:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!! TODAY IS DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN FUN! did i mention its DAMN FUN?! WOOTS!

early morning minyu call me and ask wan go cycling at Pasir Ris Park ma.. i tot she Yingmei lehs! cos she speak english.. den like super formal.. LOL
hurried prepare but in the end still late luhs.. but Danny later! meet tgt with Benedict, Minyu ,Shihui, and Danny at lao di fang.. den took 89 to PRP :D me and minyu kept dancing Ren Yi Men on the bus.. WEE!~
reached le went to KFC find Nicholas,Jason,Yingmei and Wenhao.. den some of them ate at Fish&Co. i kop-ed Ben's drink :) den went to this cool shop and i bought soem badges for friends :D Ben and Danny each bought" License to Fart" and "License to bullshit" respectively.. den i got " YOU CAN'T AFFORD ME" :D
den waited for jiayi(Minyu got a "I'm not Late,i'm just lagging" for her) and walked to the rental shop :)
8 bucks for two-seater adn 2 hours luhs.. due to the lack of people who knows how to ride and doesn't mind riding with someone else.. we started off with :
Me and Jason, Ben and Minyu, Yingmei and Shihui(two-seaters), Nicholas, Lyman, Wenhao,Jiayi(solo) and Danny(on roller blades)
ride one whole round cos we tot the slope was on the left.. den had to ride back all the way.. but it was fun for me cos some parts i din cycle.. den only jason ride i slack.. but the BEST part is... got one part Jason DIN cycle!!! he control den I CYCLE! WOOTS! SUPER FUN LA! den i keep screaming say damn fun, so minyu try.. den Ben say he gan jue guai guai de. LOL! but it was damn fun for me! Den we went back to the rental shop again cos Yingmei and Shihui de bicycle the wheel is punctured de.. den we changed our "positions"(so now its: Ben and ME, Minyu and Nicholas, Jason solo).den we left for the SLOPE!
most of the way is ben ride me.. den we reached the slope and he CHIONG! WA!! DAMN SHIOK LA!!! SUPER FUN DE LORR! I SCREAM COS DAMN FUN! :D den after that i rode Ben (DAMN FUN!) to the end most of the way.. got people look at us cos the guy slack den the girl cycle.. but ITS F-U-N! den rested awhile at the end and we headed back with: Ben and Shihui, Danny and Minyu, Nich(solo), Jason and Yingmei(i think so...) and i walked..
reached the shop den rested awhile and we set off again! now is : Me and Yingmei, Minyu and Jason,Danny(blade)
Yingmei's bike the second handle is damn low.. den if leg long will friction luhs.. thats why shihui and minyu dowan la! LOL den the pedals damn close.. kana my toe also.. but went up-slope all the same :D the way back the down-slope is steep-er so is more fun but more pain also cos of the stupid low handle -.- den we rode back to the rental shop..
got like 25 mins more den i wan play lorr.. minyu and me tried to ride the two-seater de(TWO PEOPLE WHO DUNNO HOW TO RIDE BICYCLE).. den i geh kiang lorr.. wan play.. den ben help us steady ma.. and according to him(aiya! i lazy type whole story): "then hor i supported Minyu and Zhiyu in learning to cycle... omg la.. when i slowly let go to see they can balance ma they nearly fall sia... den i try to make them balance my friggin foot dragged on the floor-.- den got blood.... damn it... shld listen to Lyman wear shoe.... then Minyu and Zhiyu were like OMGOMG BLOOD PAIN!!! -.- lols... i nearly laugh sia..." he has a picture on his blog.. is seriously damn pain la! he still can laugh -.- and i feel damn guilty la.. cos of me/and minyu den we never fall he hurt his toe :( he washed the wound and everything. this time he know how to put plaster la! LOL!
after that, playful me, still wanna play slope.. den i got Danny to peii me lorr.. wen ride to the slope and ride back. FUN! WOOHOO!~ den time to return bicycles le..
talk talk talk den SUAY SUAY my fish shoe broke :(( i like this pair ALOT de la.. so sad man.. i got rubber band from the uncle den tie tie tie.. walk out le den come out again.. and i STILL had to go tuition so dragged my right leg most of the way.. look damn funny la! lol.. cross roads and everything dangerous lorr.. den stairs is WORSE! i look like an idiot! lol.. ended up late for tuition.. went tuition and cher gave me SCOTCH-TAPE! LOL! i tape and tape alot.. look slike shyt but i tot okay le.. den in the end go down the stairs.. everything came out again.. -.-
dabao-ed home.. people were looking at me at the MRT and LRT la.. den i was thinking : never see people shoe spoil before ar? :(
msg-ed jason most of the way home.. told him some things luhs.. haha.. he's a nice person to chat with :)
den BLAH BLAH BLAH and i'm here to blog :D

Tag replies:
I LOVE YOU ALL LA! i'm really tired so ya.. LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL PEOPEL WHO TAG! :D

2009-03-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

WEE!~ COMMON TEST IS OFFICIALLY OVER! :D

these days haven been blogging cos of common test.. have been going to bed everynight at TEN.. and waking up at 3 or 4 in the morning as i study better in the morning :D has proved result in some subjects and it has NOT proved in some :( but ya.. wads done is done, right?

sunday - 1st March -
nothing much happened.. cooked fish for mama,papa and me :D i washed the fish and cook everything MYSELF! oh my gosh! i'm so PROUD of myself :D mama says its nice :D

BLAH BLAH BLAH.. test, tests and more tests..

Friday i hope to go mahjong session with sisters and friends.. and i hope mama lets me TON there :D i wanna i wanna i wanna!
and Sunday, i wanna go beach with minyu they all! I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA! :D

gonna end here.. sorry for the short post.. i'm tired adn i wanna concentrate on YI QIE WAN MEI :D

2009-02-28T23:28:00.006+08:00

wanted to change the song.. but after today's gig, i just cant get enough of it

THE BAND! WOOHOO!~

Another one.. i wun post too many of the same pics.

NIC:vocalist! WOOHOO! SCREAMO!

Their HANDSOME guitarist!

Another one of Nic :)

The guitarist again! :)

Last one of nic :D

he did some really cool trick.. to me its cool la :D

and the last of him..this pic is COOL! :DD

Once again.. SAVE THE RIOTS (if i'm not wrong)!

I WANNA GO TO THEIR 18th april GIG! and this time SANDY MUST COME!

they played Check Yes Juliet first, followed by Memory - Suger Cult.. i din know the third one.. And the last was Face Down :D

ENJOYED IT! i'm glad i went luhs! YAY-NESS!

they wanted to go to some party.. so they all walked to to City Hall MRT first(halfway) LOL! so cool.. whole band plus some of their friends :D

den they dunno say wad i nic's gf.. den they pushed him to me and i hurt my toe :( PAIN~ i was wearing heels btw.. oh! and before that we were late so we all ran.. and i'm DUPER proud of myself cos i RAN in HEELS! i know i rock!

Den reach home le mama say wan go Orchard meet dadddy.. den i was like "I JUST CAME BACK FROM THERE LA!" rahhs! but went with mama anyway.. was hungry but din feel like eating lorr.. so mama papa eat den i drink coke :D had a sudden craving for coke..

after that went walk walk at orchard and mama bought me this!

RED BEAN PANCAKE(FISH SHAPE) YAY-NESS! it was super nice larr.. or maybe cos i was just HAPPY!

MRT-ed back and i saw a DAMN DAMN DAMN SHUAI GUY! he dyed his hair white-ish and he looks DARN like "L" larr! SOOOO SHUAI! oh nmy tian! his shuai-ness is seriously BREATH-TAKING.. i'm not lying la! Jasmine SO SO SO SO SO wanted to see him! den my phone low batt, cannot use camera.. CANNOT TAKE PIC! LOL! jas is damn sad! den he alighted at SERANGOON! Jasmine was saying she wanted to chiong down! he really VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY shuai LA! i hope i dream of him tonight luhs! and i bet jas is wishing the same! seriously! OH MY TIAN AH!!!!! H-A-N-D-S-O-M-E! i wanna see him again :(

i shall end here la.. really tired after the WHOLE long day man.. woke up at 9 today lehs! zzz... tmr still got tuition and i haven do his homework :( crap man.. now i start to feel the stress le la!

NIGHTS~ i wanna dream of you!

2009-02-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

Jasmine says she misses 2E and now i GAN CHU LIANG DUO.. so i'm gonna post..

2e seems pretty far for me now.. starting to get use to 3a life.. life where teachers expects nothing but the best.. and i never thought it was the class for me.. i never thought i would get into 3a.. even if its cos of a stupid reason(subjects).. 2oo9 is kinda a bad start.. new VP.. new rules about bra colours and clipping up of fringe.. threatening us with a scissors everytime we're caught without our clip.. new class.. new people and new workload...
everything seems so different from last year la.. 2e was damn close when the year was ending.. remembered i evenn cried when jasmine had to go to 3d.. felt so damn far to me la.. but den her class was super enthu and i was jealous of her GREAT class.. and i kept saying i wanna go 3d :( and now.. if given the chance to transfer to 3d, would i still an it now? i dun really know..
if there was a class J with all of 2e inside.. i would probably be jumping with joy now.. but time's gonna change all this.. one day i'll really get use to life in 3a and probably distant from sisters.. we wun go recess tgt anymore.. and probably no more mahjong with melissa(which would be hell).. no more craziness with jas(sobs) and all the rest of the sisters..but these things will be changed to things with 3a people.. junyuan.kaibin also know how to play mahjong wad.. i can go crazy with xin ning.. as for gossips.. i'll never have to leave DRAMA anyway...
just like me and jas said.. we're probably just waiting for one day when we're too busy with our own things and get lazy to go recess tgt.. den one day we'll realise we're distancign and have a get-together full of awkward silences and no one will bother to plan another one anymore..
i miss 2e and i miss all those times with sisters tgt in class.. laughing super loud at our own joke and everyone would just stare at us.. hais..

i'm really tired and i'm gonna go sleep.. abrupt :D i have to wake up early tmr luhs :D

2009-02-27T21:01:00.004+08:00

YAY! WEEKEND! feels just a tint bit more relaxed :)

monday got physics and history.. i'm gonna memorise like SIAO! :D i hope i can :)

going nic's gig tmr.. i'm not really sure yet.. sandy ps-ed last min and i dun wanna go alone..i'm trying to drag people.. :( and i tore one of my contacts.. crap la! :( maybe get from big bro? i still thinking on whether i should make-up anot.. but seems like i'm supposed to.. gig lehs! so need wake up early lorr, THAT is if i'm even going la.. i hope someone can go la! RAHHS.. i really wanna hear nic sing! he's singing CHECK YES for god's sake! HAHA :)
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gonna go to nic's gig alone tmr.. lol! i'll post more when i'm back luhs! it will be damn cool! i'll try to take pics with my lousy phone -.-

failed e-math le la.. shyt luhs.. i whole 2 pages dunno how to do.. only confirm one question i correct,or isit one part of that question? :(
Jojo worse la! she tot 2 hours den she do slowly.. in the end din finish 4 pages -.- all fail tgt luhs! but she confirm kana scold by her sis de..
english was GREAT! jas say gonna fail but i find it okay.. at least MUCH BETTER than math la! LOL.

gonna go sleep le.. tired.. and i'm waiting for people to reply me :(
just one of you guys.. tell me you can make it :D

REPLIES TO TAGG:
Junyuan - i'm waiting for our school to plan another exchange to indonesia! LOLS!
Mel - lol! our vow will be "do you promise never to cut kalimantan trees anymore? be it in sickness or in health, in rich or in poor?" den i say I DO! HAHA

2009-02-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

eating sugared biscuits now.. haha..

my extreme moodswings is seriously OVER the top la.. almost cried in 3d -.- crap shyt la.. ran out of the classroom lorr.. later they think i siao sia!

geog today wasn't very well done.. i wrote like one page and a few lines? and there were people with like 2 pages and EVEN 3.. ruixi told me B class average 3 pieces of paper -.- but i think can pass la.. so ya...
chinese totally not enough time.. some questions i write abit nia den go next le cos i know cannot finish le.. in the end managed to do till the end.. din do one questions and i did like 1/4 of one of the questions -.- but wadever.. over le.. so no point rattling on about it ya?
stayed in 3d to do math until 4 plus 5? not really sure.. i realised i suck la.. even jason was like telling me i do this way can go bang wall(or something along that line, cant rmb).. crap man.. i'm seriously afraid of tmr test.. i dowan get good pragress la! i wan be good from the start :(
walked to compass with minyu,jas,ling,jason,danny and benedict(split at the petrol kiosk there cos he went home)... peii-ed jas and ling go buy prata sausage den went to take bus.. whole trip listening to sad songs.. :(
and thats about it..

I REALLY REALLY wanna watch "He's just not that into you"! who wan watch? watch tgt :D
and and "pink panther 2" if got money..
Sat going nic's GIG! woohoo! :D i dunno wad to wear though :(
and and! i really hope Mdm chow will stop talking about our hair la.. it just irritates us more -.-

TAG replies:
YH - RELINKED :D
Joey - RELINKED! why you change to livejournal?
REEN - hello :D

2009-02-25T20:45:00.003+08:00

ugh.. moodswinged today.. crap luhs.. i hope is just because of pms and will blow over soon :(

wasnt a very good morning.. was okay at first.. den math period suddenly got damn pisssed la.. den when i dunno how to do the a-math.. got even piss-er :( kept wating for recess to come.. and jas came over to my class... she and ling waited for mel they all.. den i told them i go find minyu first.. reached 3d, saw minyu and i started to cry -.- totally unexpected la.. argh.. cooled down and i went off to look for sisters.. look across the block and saw that they were nto there anymore.. tot they would be in toilet but i was super lazy to go.. [CRAP! I JUST HURT MY FOOT! argh] RANDOMNESS :D
continue...
so went to canteen instead in hope they would be there.. walked around like an idiot trying to look for them but couldnt see.. den wanted to walk back to 3rd floor to find but when i got to the stairs.. saw them le.. jasmine almost fell down la! haha!
BLAH~
had physics and we changed our places to index number formation.. and now. i'm at the back of the class, third from the backdoor :D
had chinese and i blanked out during kou yu xun lian.. jasmine knows me best man! thanks to jasmine, my content was damn good(cher say de) but my gan xiang like shyt cos SUPER CLEVER ME, decided to improvise and i messed up -.- my face was DAMN HOT when i went back to my seat.. i din know if it was red though..
did i mention my seat is SUPER NICE? got fan above den damn shuang to sleep! i fell asleep in chinese, woke up and fell asleep repeatedly.. cos i was super scared to miss important points la.. but gave up in the end.. i was T-I-R-E-D :D
BLAH~
sch ended and i went to 3d la.. benedict opened his packet of potato chips? and it was spicy :( den jas and ling eat until so happy :( crap.. suddenly had craving for ICE-CREAM! lucky th uncle got come :) went to buy choco chip and bus-ed to compass :D
peii-ed ling to go "make" her contacts..
BLAH~
bused home.. was SUPER LUCKY! once i reach home fernvale started rainning :D YAY!

I'm sure i've mentioned before how proud i am of my brother right?! OH MY GOSH! he sneaked up on me when i was buying cupwalker with jasmine(its in the "BLAH~" part which i was too lazy to post about).. den when i left i was asking jasmine"MY BROTHER SHUAI RIGHT?!" den i started going on and on about how cool it would be if i walked around the whole of compass with him la! HAHA! he's like the N-I-C-E-EST EST EST EST EST guy i know! plus he got the looks la! but ofcos.. that apple(my brother) doesnt fall far from the tree, this apple(ME) wil ofcos not fall far from the tree either right?! that definitely explain why he's so handsome la! :D (go one bir round to kua myself) i can hear jasmine saying "DU-UH!" LMAOS! :D

geog common test tmr and i NEED to study! bye :D

2009-02-24T21:21:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES! :D (very long never reply le.. if i din reply yours., its not cos i'm biased luhs!)

Melissa: YAY! glad you liked it! LOVE YA!
Shandy: re-linked :)
Jen: LINKED!
Junyuan: DUH! my blog song lehs! not nice i wun put on blog de! haha! - saying you bowl cut la! LMAOS! changed le la.. so curious to know wad i think of you?

not gonna post today.. need do notes for geog :D

2009-02-23T20:52:00.011+08:00

NO HOMEWORK TODAY! WEE!~ my EXTREME HIGHNESS IS BACK! :D

not much happened today..
during PE we did physical conditioning? girls were screaming cos it was quite difficult.. haha..
after sch was suppose to stay back for math.. but Farren came into class screaming "NO MATHS!" den i got SUPER high and i went around screaming to other people "NO MATHS!" I did an action everytime i screamed.. den aja and jas joined in the fun and responded to me ssaying "BO FAIR!" and i kept playing la.. kinda lame but i was TOO HIGH to reason :D

but some people still stayed in class and den we got bored and took whiteboard markers and started drawing..
It started off with this, but it was my name instead of tengda.. den i went to change it and TA DAA!

ZOOMED IN:

Den.. shuxian drew somemore..

ZOOMED IN:

And she added some stuff to the smiley face(shown as the ending pic of my post) and AH DA himself added some words..i dunno who wrote the ones in red though..

ZOOMED IN:

This is also another masterpiece of Shuxian.. I think its super cute! if you can see the words, good for you :D THE BOWL IS THE MAIN FOCUS OF THE PIC!

ENDING PIC! ZOOMED IN:

TOODLES! :D

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Soemthing that jojo just showed me.. and my reaction can only be "OH MY TIAN AH!" please watch it :D

Quiz

2009-02-22T21:58:00.004+08:00

Quiz
a) Who’s the person that tagged you ? DAN junyuan
b) Relationship between you & him ? classmates-cum-friends :)
c) Three impressions of him? BHB! but he is quite a nice friend.. and urmm.. TOO CURIOUS FOR HIS OWN GOOD! haha xd
d) If he becomes your enemy, you will ? i wonder wad was the quarrel over.
e) What will you say to the person you like very much ? errr... YOU MAKE ME HIGH! :D
f) Characteristics I like about myself ? ehh.. i dunno?
g) Characteristic I hate about myself ? none? MUAHAHAHAHAHA!
h) For the person whom you hate, you say ? fuck you. :)
i) What do people feel about you ? okay, i guess. friends think i'm F-U-N! :D
j) Your crush? Not appropriate to say it here :D

^^10 people to tag (alphabetical order):
1)Jiayi
2)Joey
3)Jorinda
4)Meishi
5)Melissa
6)Minyu
7)SANDY
8)Tengda
9)Vanessa(drama)
10)YiYee
If 5 & 7 were together ? (Melissa and Sandy) never?
Who does 5 like ? (Melissa) she wun tell :(
What colour does 9 like? (Van) PINK!
Say something about 8.(Tengda) HE STONE! :D lols.
Who is 2 ? (Joey) LLL's :D
Talk about 3. (Jorinda) I LOVE HER! SHE's SUPER SHUAI!
Who is 10’s best friend ? (Yiyee) i think is a girl called desiree?
Who’s the sexiest among all 10? JIAYI? HAHAHA
What colour does 4 like ? (Meishi) I'm not sure. yellow?
Is 4 single ? (Maishi) I WISH!
Your relationship with 1. (Jiayi) GREAT friends :D
Are 5 & 6 best friends ? (Minyu and Melissa) not BEST but should be okay de.
9’s surname ? (Van) I never asked -.-
7’s nickname ? (Sandy) DI YI DA MEI NV! HAHA
Say something to 8.(Tengda) dun so stressed la!
Say something to help 9.(Van) dun be late for DRAMA la!
Where does 1 live ? (Jiayi) i'm not sure :(
Say something to 6 when you see her. (Minyu) I know i'm late again :(
10’s spouse ? ME! LIM ZHIYU! stranded on an island with you~ :D

2009-02-21T23:05:00.005+08:00

feel a little moody.. and i dun even know why.. sudden moodswing luhs.. i hope my EXTREME HIGHNESS will come back tmr :)

cutest cutest thing happened yesterday..

yuyu's parents came to pick him.. den he wanted to go playground.. so we all went down tgt.. den there were two other little girls there.. den yuyu told his parents " this is my friend! and this is my friend" pointing at the two girls respectively.. den the smaller girl hurried and slide off and ran to her brother saying" that boy say i'm his friend. but i dun even know him. he never play with me before. but he say i'm his friend." den i went like wth? the girl was super cute la! but yuyu was like cuter! he was like introducing them to his parents. damn CUTE!

cutest thing today..

i was waiting for the LRT on the platform.. den this couple and their son(sitting in a pram) came out of the lift.. den the father was like video-ing.. its probably the baby's first time taking the LRT or they just bought the video cam.. den the baby was like expressionless.. and the mother kept asking him to face the camera.. den he saw me standing there and smile at me.. den i decided to help the couple.. i went to stand behind the daddy and made faces.. den the baby was like laughing (note that he is now facing the video cam) den i was like super happy la! :D

kat says she doesn't read my blog cos there's no pics.. i'll try luhs.. so that kat will come tag at my blog!

took this with jas at lao di fang today..

and this :D

Ling,Jas and Yu BFFs :)

2009-02-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU SO MUCH! (i hope i'm loud enough so that you can hear) :D

EXTREME HIGHNESS again today.. oh my tian ah! when is this ever gonna end. :(

I DID MY MATH HOMEWORK yesterday! feels damn happy about it la.. dunno why.. haha! i did my homework! :D

short post peeps! nights :D

2009-02-17T21:49:00.003+08:00

I'M HIGH TODAY! OH MY GOSH! YAY! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!~ seriously happy la! i can hear jasmine saying "chill chill~" but i DUN CARE! OH MY TIAN AH! XD C+D= SUPER C.D!

was ALMOST late for school today.. i could have got another extra 2 hours of boring detention to do.. but thank god i din (:
walked like SUPER fast to parade square cos i was super freaked out.. my hp timing is wrong so i dunno if i'm late or not..
got there and sat down.. den kaibin was like talking to me den i see how come parade square short of so many people.. realised performing arts got morning practice and i SCREAMED!chiong-ed to I&E and most of the people were there already.. felt so stupid.. i was the one tat spreaded the msg to sec3's telling them not to be late and it turns out that I was the one thats late -.- i have to wake up earlier tmr le la!
had geog and had to present our pamphlets.. but me and ling wasnt ready and teacher missed our index numbers anyway. so YAY.
as usual, Mr Thien had lots of stories to tell us and we ran out of time. Can you imagine a family who measures money by grams and kilograms?! the boy just have to tell his mother "5o grams of 5o dollar notes" and he gets them! WTF?! seriously FILTY RICH! (:
den had chinese and mostly teacher just went tru workbook as S.O was not in class..
had assembly and S.O performed their SYF pieces! me and ling took front seats luhs! HAHAHA!I know i rock luhs!
recess-ed and got pangseh-ed again.. kind of irritating luhs.. but had minyu,jiayi and huiyin to peii us so it was okay! had quite abit of fun too!
2 periods of BLUR(math).. i seriously dunno how to do la.. she teach that time see is got logic de lorr.. but when i do it myself.. i just get it wrong and its seriously irritating ):
followed by 2 periods of BORING(chem).. soent most of the lesson either day-dreaming or copying homework..
then. it was 2 periods of physics.. but thank god today quite slack lorr.. just had to do research.. and i haven finished.. gonna have to do them later..
this school is seriously CRAZY la! how can you put these 3 subjects consecutively for 3HOURS plus ?!
had LE, completed the worksheet and left for detention.. sat there for 2 whole hours doing nothing la.. den bought lunch and chionged to drama!
finished the entire play le.. gonna perform on 24th for Sec4's! YES LA! thankgod its not sec3's man!
home-ed after drama.. and blah blah blah and here i am (:

gonna go do homework le la.. SEE YA peeps! :D

2009-02-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

kinda moody now..feels like crap la.. and i guess i know the reason..

friends think i'm crazy luhs.. getting happy over the smallest of smallest things.. i know i've never been like this.. and i wonder why too.. but GAH! i'm trying to push it to the back-est part of my brain..

there's History,geog and math test tmr -.- i haven studied for any.. i tried but just cant get anything into my brain.. its probably FULL :( argh..

ANG MINYU! save me man! i really cannot study la! i'm SO GONNA FAIL! 3 in a row somemore! crap la! RAHHS!

i'll continue whining and not tell anyone the reason.. :)

god please help me pass my tests man!

2009-02-13T22:35:00.002+08:00

YAY! i'm super HIGH this morning when i went around giving prezzies! WEE!~

Things i bought for friends:
Ling - Comb with mirror + Contacts lens box with mirror
Jasmine - Small & Cute doraemon
Minyu - Breadou!
Melissa - BIG carrot
RuiXi - Purple flower Carebear
Alicia - Small Red heart [i miss you]
SIMyy - Small Bear " *MUACKS* I LOVE YOU!"
Jojo - Choco
Jiayi - Small Red heart [you are special] & wtf
Sandy - Necklace
Joey - Handrest
AH DA - Shrilling chicken
Kat - lollipops
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Things i received:
Ling - Necklace [SUPER PRETTY!] + Candies
Jasmine+RuiXi+Melissa - Small bear with a bouquet(foam) [CUTE! (: ]
Minyu - Marshmallows! [HAO CHI!]
Jojo - I Love You balloon + bouquet(foam) [LOVE IT!]
Joey - Ferrero Rocher + a rose(foam)
Kat - Candies
Others - MORE CANDIES!
still got some haven get yet.. will update the list again, probably on Mon (:

YAY! (: I FEEL SO GOOD! I FEEL SO GOOD! I FEEL SO GOOD!

i would say i'm pretty messed up now.. so i'm trying to get as many things out of the way as possible to make my life less complicated as possible.. but ya.. there are still some things which i dun know how to handle.. ): i hope things can remain as simple as possible..

i got no mood to blog le la.. emo-ing soon.. TOODLES!

2009-02-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

ugh.. i just wanna blog but i dunno wad to blog about..
no. actually i know wad i wanna blog about but i just dun wanna blog about it..

i'm kind of pissing my friends off.. i keep whining but i just wun tell them wad i'm whining about..
sorry guys.. but ya, just tolerate a few days la.. i hope it'll blow over soon too..
V'day is coming and i'm super pressured la! i dunno wad to get my sisters, ESPECIALLY when they state that the budget is like 3/4/5 bucks?! WAD CAN YOU BUY WITH THAT?! like seriously? i really dunno la.. and my mama's pissing me off too.. cant she tell that i'm in a bad mood now.. argh!
and i'm positive this is SO NOT pms-ing can.. cos that happens like at the later part of the month.. ARGH!

forget it.. i'll just stop here.. or i'll just be whining more and more anyway..

2009-02-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK FROM C-A-M-P!!! WOOHOO!~
now, i shall give a day by day report.. if you have went tru everything, like i have.. you can skip all the way down :)

-Day 1-

went to sch early in the morning.. had briefing and started our day with Ice-breaking games..wasnt really hyper.. we were still a little distant?
lunched and gathered in the hall to prepare and leave for Dragon Boating..
rowed rowed and rowed the boat.. and then we rowed somemore.. blah blah blah... i just wanna say that we got better and better towards the end.. we were quite in sync but cos some of us were tired le so abit slow.. but in all, WE WERE GREAT! washed up adn we went to LABRADOR CAMP!
dinner-ed and had our songs session!

**Campfire Burning**

Campfire burning now (Campfire burning now!)
Campfire burning now (Campfire burning now!)
Burning now (Burn! Burn! Burn!)
Burning now (Burn! Burn! Burn!)
Campfire burning in the dark dark night (ooh yeah~ shake it shake it yeah!)
Campfire burning in the dark dark night (ooh yeah~ shake it shake it yeah!)
Campfire burning now (Campfire burning now!)
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and the "doyle doyle doyle!" is SUPER CUTE TOO!
jang jang jang jang, jang jang jang jang, jang jang jang jang jang!~
AH CHA!

went to hall to play Animal Call.. but den my hands' muscle got SUPER pain until i tear-ed sia! den tell trainer.. she ask me sit at the stage there.. den ling also headache so we sit tgt.. den we were like watching everybody squat around and "meow~/woof~/quack!/etc" SUPER FUNNY LA! den ling went around tapping people's head for FUN -.-
had supper and de-brief and we went to SHOWER! shiok man! but my hand was still damn pain!i kept complaining and complaining la.. but really very pain.. sorry to those who had to hear me whine ALL night xD

-Day 2-

wake up SUPER early! den had campfire preperation.. which is the cheers and everything..
den for day 2 we are suppose to do High Elements..
so our first activity was the Rock Wall.. super difficult la! Most of us could not get past the target line cos we got nothing to step on -.-
den we had team building games.. group 2,which is the group i'm in did "Trolley" first.. but i think "The Leap of Faith" IS TONS MORE FUN! and it really feels damn GOOD when everyone jumps together and we can skip like 3 times! WOOTS!
lunch-ed.
and den we had to complete the Challenge Road Course! super scary la! but i managed to complete it.. just kept staying calm la.. den i wanted to act un-steady at the last part at jump down so i dun have to climp down,plus it is SO MUCH MORE FUN hanging in mid-air... but den they were cheering and stuff so might as well finish it.
den it was the rope thingy.. i kinda wanted to play.. den see esther i freaked out! LUCKY trainer ask me be helper! :D so i din have to swing across!
den it was time for FLYING FOX! but it started RAINING! so damn sian diao la! -.-"
den we did more cheers and den we dinner-ed..
den it was CAMPFIRE! IT WAS SUPER PRETTY! you use camera take picture also cannot compare sia!
and we went up to hall to start the cheer competition!
cheer!scream!blow whistle! cheer somemore!scream somemore!blow more whistle!
and... ... WE WON! 3A is the best, the best, the best among the rest! WOOHOO!~
showered, had supper and de-brief.
still sparing some time.. we played ohm ohm chucky chucky in the canteen! SO FUN LA! den tengda kana forfeit! den we ask him de his "everybody dance now"(high pitch version) den he was super paiseh! cover his face and sing.. lol! SO MUCH FUN! but den trainer come tell us go back le.. so sian lorr.. den we walk the guys back to their dorm(first room in first floor) since there is a stairs right next to their dorm that leads to ours(first room on second floor).. but still, lingered outside their dorm awhile.. den everyone was like "bye bye! goodnight!" den girls walk up the stairs den the guy follow lehs! WEE!~ den went up for awhile le.. dunno who say the pui pui trainer coming up.. den all the guys ZHAO sia! den all the girls in the rest of the dorms scream la! cos they din expect guys to come second floor(they ran in the opposite direction).. den only junyuan still there chatting with 3c girls! LMAO!
den lights out le.. everybody sleep le den three people[two on my left(i'm the one in the corner) and one above me] was SNORING! wad the la! how to sleep sia?! wanted to go guys dorm find them chat chat.. den i scared they sleep le so tried my best to sleep lorr.. den gonna fall asleep liao the girl above me threw her hand out and it slapped my face la! wtf?! i was like"who the hell slap me?!" den i saw her hand.. so i push it back and tried to sleep.. guess wad?her hand came flying back again! den i bo cham liao la! moved abit further away den slowly drifted to sleep le..

-Day 3-
morning got woken up by.. ... MISS PEY!!! LOL! early morning hear her voice! WIDE AWAKE ALREADY LA! lol!
went to wash up den had breakfast!
had to do area cleaning and we were in charge of FIRST FLOOR! everyone had brooms and dustpans! so fun la! jialing super steady sia! at home is her maid sweep floor de.. btu den when she sweep, she can sweep dao ALOT of dust lehs! tengda sweep sweep sweep nothing de lorr! lol!
did evaluation forms and had our final de-brief.. was kinda sad the camp ended so soon la..
had Prize presentation.. our group got the "most hyper group" award!*claps hands*
boarded the bus and we were on our way back to school..
i miss SEXY Anne and Fareez(ROCKS!) :( they are like the cute-st,high-est most awesome trainers la!

lunch-ed with 1o plus people from 3A in macs.. there were people from other classes too.. den JINGHUI came in and shouted "NCH OI!~" den all the sec 3's "OI!~" so fun la!
after that went bball-ing at the bball court beside nchs.. with tengda, junyuan, kaibin, ling, kokting, zongsheng, yeehang, jialin, vanessa, felicia, joel, weekian(2C 'o8), the 3 wei brothers from 3D, and wanling from 3C (i hope i din miss out anyone).. SUPER FUN AND FUNNY LA! in the middle some went off amd in the end only left me,tengda,kokting and zongsheng..
6 plus le so i go dabao food and LRT-ed home :)
took all my stinky clothes and put inside pail with water and soap(tried to make it less smelly for mama to wash ma) the worst was the class tee! OH MY GOSH! the dirty water smell!WOAH MAN! i washed it like twice with two bottle capful's of detergent powder la! we should not have worn it for Dradon Boating.. we should wear it on some other day la! shyt man!S-T-I-N-K-S!
bathed TWICE, i kept scrubbing myself la! FELT SUPER DUPER CLEAN after that! muahahahaha! den ate.. the food was cold le lorr... not nice de -.-
switched on com and msn-ed with tengda and jasmine and we 3 went crazy over the cheers la! LOL!
"WHEN I SAY _____! YOU SAY _____!"
and we kept putting different things in! den we sang cheers and everything! LOL!
den i blogged.. as you can see :)
SUPER SUPER LATE LE! i'm gonna go sleep! so tired la! i think i wun wanna get up tmr morning.. good night! :D

2009-02-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

packing for camp tmr.. three days lehs.. i feel homesick already.. plus it wun be much fun with class... i hope joey's right and we'll be grouped with 3b girls? den will have JOEY,JOJO,MEL and RUIXI! yayness!

not much happened in school today.. was super tired luhs.. fell asleep -.-

had math test.. stupid la.. i think i'll just pass or something... crap man... emo-ed after the test.. dun bother asking why.. so read my book all the way tru.. almost till the dimissal time..
started talking a little... den whole class went hall to practice cheer and dance.. till around 3.30 den we left..
went to look for jasmine cos ling wanted her to go hougang together.. wait wait wait until like 6? den decided not to go hougang le -.-
bus-ed to compass den walk walk abit and LRT-ed home..
boring day.. din get much done..

haven start packign yet.. lol.. was watching tele and blogging la.. shyt man.. really have to start le.. TONS of things to pack -.- i'm not excited for camp AT ALL..
see ya soon :) nigths guys! toodles~

2009-01-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

watching OC and msn-ing with jas.. trying to keep my mind off things..

looking back at the past year and things really changed huh? read tru my past posts.. and everything that happened seems so far that i can barely remember.. gues it was kind of a busy year..

31.o1.o8
cried in the car..because i was overjoyed, after all the waiting and you finally had some kind of reaction?! be it because of a book, a song, or just me.. it doesn't really matter.. but the fact that we're together.. felt you were more than anything i deserved.. i tot we fit.. better than most people in the world..but when everytime when your words dragged me down and filled me with self-doubt.. i wondered if i was good enough for you.. and friends always cheered me up.. telling me i'm better than i think... same routine the whole time... your words, my tears.. my actions, your tears.. but it all seemed fine.. months, half year.. and we tot we were stable.. 6 months!beat that! den it all happened so fast... i accused you, you stopped trusting me... but no one said anything.. and i tot we were okay... but you acted so well.. that i never knew.. how hard it must have been for you to act like you loved me whne you din... and den the day came.. when you spilled out everything, and my world came crashing down...

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mama's damn strong..din cry a single tear..as for the rest of us..who could bear to see her like this?she herself was crying luhs..i bet its like fucking pain..but wad can we do?at least she made it to see 5th aunt this morning..should still be doing well now..i hope she'll get tru all this shit..i thank god for helping her pull tru last night =))
and nainai was gone.. cant help but miss her..
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reached a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
It feels like you gone too soon

31.o1.o9
cried in my dad's lorry.. mama and da korkor both saw but thank god they din ask anything.. not even after we got home.. so :D
felt alot of emotions just now and now everything's just blank.. i guess its for the better.. saves everyone the emo-ness huh? and posting here will just invite more questions.. some i dun have answers for.. and some i'm trying to hide from.. wadever it is.. i dun really know.. but i'm really trying.. its not an easy day.. ya, i know i said i moved on.. but i guess if you guys really wanna force something out of me.. i would say i dun know.. but this doesn't mean i haven got over it.. it just means that i cant just act like its and ordinary day and just do wad i do everyday.. i hope you guys can understand and cut me some slack.. give me a break.. all these stuff about putting everything behind isn't as easy as it seems ya? so i would appreciate if you guys can help me and not blame me or anything because i cant get over it.. its not that i dun want to.. its a long shot and i'm trying my best :)
the song is SUPER NICE.. in sync with wad i'm feeling now..

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.

2009-01-30T23:20:00.005+08:00

da korkor's BACK FROM TAIWAN!!! Wee!~
he bought back a bag(for papa), a purse(for mama), a shirt(for er korkor), and the most expensive one of all:a handphone pouch FOR ME! :D
it is like hand-made, hence the expensive price.. it is SUPER CUTE! i probably wun use it cos i'm afraid to dirty it.. its really damn sweet and cute! if i could get LG ice-cream to match it, IT WOULD BE LIKE A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN! :D
he bought grey goose for er korkor also.. i'm so gonna get a sip from him!
he bought himself 2 shirts, a pair of DAMN COOL Vans shoes, and he got a picture of him and his gf climbing 101! its so nice la! and the food he ate there is F-A-B! can you imagine yu chi fuo tiao qiang as an APPETIZER?!

di go to sch today luhs.. felt damn sick in the morning la.. swallow saliva is like really piercing pain la.. so went back to sleep lorr.. den afternoon felt better le, went to see doc.. after that melissa msg-ed me say going play mahjong cos tmr no time.. so took 159 and ling,jas,mel and minyu came up the bus when it reach the sch there de bus-stop.. went to mel's house and play play play... in the end won 30cents.. den they still wanted to play.. was like 6/7 le.. den the bus-stop is quite far, i also dunno how to walk.. so wait for them play finish le.. den mama called and scold me :( so pia cab home lorr.. realise is like damn near fernvale la! if i went to compass and den back again.. will take like SO much longer la... it cost me $5.40, cos got extra charge of like $1 plus? -.-

physics test on Monday and i dun even have my textbook.. chem test on tues and i barely understands wad she says every lesson.. science feels so crap luhs... -.-

gonna go sleep la.. cannot take it le.. the drowsiness is taking its effect.. zZzZz...

2009-01-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

i am S-I-C-K. argh.. MDM lim says if i go for camp.i'll probably die. so i should either get well before camp, or just not go at all.. i prefer the first one though :)

school's no fun.. quite boring actually... everyday also got homework and i just cant get it done la.. either i'm too lazy to do it, or i just dunno how to do it.. kinda irritating la..
drama is all about SYF now.. we're really trying to do everything nicely now.. but so far we're still at the same scene over and over again.. but we're trying to perfect it, so ya :) saw what we'll be wearing today.. kinda disappointed in mine but i do have two roles,plus i dun really have the time to change off-stage so i guess its good enough :) how many people in the world can actually get to be KING MINOS ya?! haha!

feeling damn xinku now la! crap sia! dun feel like going school tmr.. confirm will curse the fan like siao de... argh.. i hate getting sick...
the best thing i can do now is go sun-bathing or soemthing.. it feels damn good to just let the hot sun just splash on my body la! whole body warm warm de... I LOVE THE SUN && WARM WATER!

2009-01-22T22:54:00.010+08:00

zzz.. i really nothing to say le. did i say the word happy yesterday? which part of my post about you hinted to you that i was even happy? please la hor.. i was just trying to say that all those detention you told me you would be getting.. in the end also dun have wad.. vent your anger can. go ahead for all i care la.. but need use the word "fuck"? it was just a worksheet la.. need so angry ma? did i say it was your fault that you blamed me? please stop putting words into my mouth.. i din say you were unreasonable cos you gave me more time or any of that.. i say you are unreasonable cos there is NO NEED to scold a person until lidat just becos he/she lost your worksheet.. like i said, i did not feed your worksheet to the dogs or any of that crap.. it was not on purpose.. do you think i wanna owe you anything? yes. i said you are childish and i'm never gonna take that back.. i think there is absolutely no need to spew vulgarities on someone that has lost your worksheet...

i'm seriously totally bo mood now.. dun even have the new year cheer in me.. this year's start was no something i wanted.. but i wanna make the best out of wad i have now.. like sandy said.. some people just come and go and there is just these few that i really wanna hold on Jasmine,Ling,Mel,RuiXi,Joey,JoJo,Alicia,Yiyee, Sandy,Minyu,Kat,Meishi,Cheryl and my family which includes my dearest cousin.den there's Tengda,Kaibin,Chinbee,Dorisa,Esther,Jiayi,Benedict,Jason, Gilbert,Darren,Yvonne and all those in drama luhs, and and many others...
i really miss 2E alot.. and listening to my friends talk about their sec3 class makes me a little jealous.. their classes seems so fun and i just feel that 3a is soooo... ... 3a.. i really want 3a to be more like the other classes..noisy,fun and enthu and there is just this atmosphere that says "I LOVE MY CLASS"..i hope one day 3a will be like that too :)

have to finish my work and go sleep le.. or else tmr late again -..- detention is B-O-R-I-N-G.

fuck-ed up.

2009-01-21T21:27:00.003+08:00

lol.. nothing much happened at school today except for class deco? haha.. i think we did pretty well ya?

ate long john's.. super long din eat le.. YUM YUM!~ went singtel look around for phones? i wan a touch screen one! but jas says i'll regret.. still haven decided luhs.. minyu say wan all buy ice-cream tgt.. but i'm still considering :)

geog test tmr.. gonna sleep early so that i can wake up earlier to study tmr :D i dun wanna fail geog luhs..
today's math test was okay... few questions i din understand so din complete.. lol.. but i think i secured a 20 at least? so ya.. i should pass luhs :)

sec 3 life is really different from sec 2.. last yer still can play all i wan.. but this year is seriously must study and pay attention in class le.. but i'm still kinda slack now.. copying homework and stuff cos i'm too lazy to do them.. i'm trying to work on that so ya..
i was afraid history would be boring but i've taken an interest on it.. all about WWI and stuff.. i think all that is more interesting than decicuous leaves or how tall the trees are.. so i guess i've made the right decision :D i really wanna work hard and get nice results this year.. so JIAYOU everyone ya?

gonna sleep le.. nights :D

confused.

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damn bo mood now can.. read baodong's blog.. seriously, do you need to write until lidat? you say until like i purposely feed your worksheet to the dog and den wan you to kana scolded by teacher? till now, still no detention wad.. need say until lidat anot? unreasonable worksheet loser? aren't you being unreasonable too? and its not like i lose everybody's worksheets right? fucking nto gonna turn back again? you think i want mehs? i think you're super childish now? just because i lost one of your wokrsheets and you scold until lidat? all you got was a scolding wad? say until wad detention, everyday stay until 7 at school? and i apologised right? wad do you wan? there's nothing more i can do right? will you stop all these nonsense?

2009-01-17T22:32:00.004+08:00

i know, the songs sound gay. but if it was sang it a SUPER MAN voice, not nice le right? plus its SUPER COOL.. for those who watched "twilight" it sounds farmiliar cos its the song that was played when they were playing baseball.. SUPER NICE YA?!

i'm super pissed of today.. but i shan't say anything about it.. cos i'll start cursing and den i'll break my promise -.- but still! i really really wanna curse her and all.. but i'm gonna keep it to myself.. i SO WANNA TYPE IT ALL OUT.. this is SO testing my self-discipline! :(
but i got to say! i totally love her face on thursday! MUAHAHAHAHA! i should have looked longer la, but her face was too ugly.. my eyes were screaming and so was my brain.. din wanna remember something so ugly. LOL! i'm ot gonna curse her, but my actions will still be full of "I TOTALLY HATE YOU!" :D

breakfast-ed with mama today.. she was having her break time so i went down to eat with her.. den peii-ed jas and watch her and her friends lunch-ed. mshe saud she diao-ed her and was fu*king happy :) i'm happy fro her too.. just sad i couldn't do it myself... den ling joined us and we mrt-ed to hougang.. there's nothing to shop there la.. but ling wanted to go.. so we went.. ended up she never buy anything.. it was me who spent money there.. bought black nail polish and nail glue.. den bus-ed to aunt's house.. took 27 den ling joined me cos she could stop at her house there.. listened to ipod,read and msg-ed all the way. woots, i'm so good at multi-tasking :D
reached and started tuan yuan fan...no wanton luhs! :( saded.. and people finished the hawaiian pizza before i managed to take a piece of it.. was kinda pissed but ya, i cant possibly ask them to vomit out for me right? ate a part of the yu sheng and ya.. daddy drove us home..

so here i am.. blogging.. :)

learnt a new quote from yeehang " 此地无银，三百两。" super fun to use :D

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i dunno wad to say luhs.. tot i could tell you stuff.. and i really din expect that.. i knew you were trying to help but some things just wun work out right.. the best you can do is just leave it there and not touch it.. i'm trying so hard to not let the tears fall cos i dun wanna be like her.. crying cos of the littlest things.. please dun make it any harder for me.. but tonight wasn't your fault so dun blame yourself ya? i'm too vulnerable for my own good :)
back to milk-drinking nights.. just so i can catch my plane to lala land.

2009-01-13T21:54:00.003+08:00

today passed rather quickly...

apart from lessons.. me,ling, tengda and kaibin were like sharing jokes. super funny la! wad the hell.. some will make you laugh even when the person only say halfway. throw the bangladash down the plane. Lmaos la!

gonna skip all the way till eldds.. was late cos we had extra class den went to lunch-ed.. have not gossip-ed THAT mush for a long time.. SUPER FUN! you cant have me,sandy,minyu and kat in the same place. with an addition of yanling and jasmine! you spell G-O-S-S-I-P! :D

went too drama after that.. got script and all those information. OH MY GOSH! i'm telling you.. its gonna be damn spectacular! if we do it well, i dun see a reason why we cant get gold-with-honours :D love the script! i hope i get a good speaking role :)

miss seniors.. honestly, its now the second closest thing to me in school le..

我們都是超級大笨豬 is the first closest. i love them so much, we'll never be apart, ya?

2E was in second place.. but now we're not tgt anymore..i miss you guys darn much :( now that i dun haf you guys anymore.. drama takes over.. and i really enjoy it.. looking forward to it every tuesday and thursday :) with minyu and kat :D best buddies.. and lets not forget our gossip crew! :D

after drama, peii-ed minyu to wait for jiayi.. played abit of bball too.. the guys were super funny! had SO much fun.. had to run around but keep my legs closed when i start blocking jason (i think).. cos he kept trying to throw the bball between my legs or around me den run and get it again.. annoying la.. but was super fun.. den benedict( i dunno the exact spelling, sorry if i spell wrong) say i "mai rou de" argh! cos i got quite close to jason when blocking him? wadever la.. kinda offended, but i know he was joking la :) all in all! i had fun! maybe i'll play again next time after drama :)

there's homework every other day.. i know i'm suppose to complete them, sec 3 le.. cannot slack le.. but i'm just too lazy to :( argh.. got to do something about my lazziness :(

bye guys! gonna try to discipline myself and do my work. try :)

I'm a lot to handle, you don't know trouble, I'm a hell of a scandal, me, I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen, I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen!

2009-01-12T21:58:00.003+08:00

blah blah.. everything is same old same old.. and I'm lazy to type it all out anyway.. so ya..

depressed? i dunno wad this feeling is anyway.. trying to wriggle myself out of everything.. its like trying to force open a door when there isn't any.. i really dunno wad to do... I'm really tired of everything..
the 8 months felt so stable.. all those days when i was still holding on.. sandy made a point.. could i really get over it.. or was i just leaving it there.. waiting for some random guy to clean it up for me.. baby couldn't... but maybe the next one that comes along can.. or maybe, someday, I'll have to clean it up myself.. i can forgive all that happened, but a part of me just cant forget it.. if this was how it was suppose to end up den so be it..
but now,I'm living the best life now.. great friends and my family.. all encouraging me and stuff.. so ya, I'm pretty happy with how it turned out.. I'm having enough right now that i dun feel the need for more :) i hope you will too.. i know letting go is so much harder than it sounds.. I've been tru it.. and if i can, i think you can too :) I'll be here for you ya? but for now, maybe it will be easier for you if we meet up less ya? but you know yourself best? so if there's anything you need me to do, I'll try me best luh :) JIAYOU JIAYOU. I'm sure you can do it :)

tired.. i'm gonna sleep le.. nights peeps! i love you guys :)

2009-01-10T12:02:00.002+08:00

thanks for all those love taggs! i love you guys loads too!

err... stop saying all those touch touch things le la.. just let it be ya? who wan touch who just touch la! HUGGS peeps! dowan touch den dun touch la. :) dun quarrel over touching things -_- ya?

and to my dear brother! just read and dun comment la. wan read let you read dun come ask me this ask me that can? i let you read wad happens in my life adn i think thats good enuf? dun come ask too much la. or else i change blog url le hor! love ya!

i'll reply tags here.. the tagboard is completely out of control -_-

seph: ya! thanks.. but i like this one better :)

rose: my class is really boring! not united de.. SUPER SUPER MISS 2E la! everyone was like SO together.. now like.. errr...

Lizhen: Thanks! i will!

Simhwee: thanks:) i love you too!

the rest dunno wad to reply you guys la.. stop quarrelling -_-

Stuck on a roller coaster.Can't get off this ride.

2009-01-07T20:20:00.002+08:00

YAY! blogging again :) i hope i can blog E-V-E-R-Y-D-A-Y~

today school was okay.. another super quick day!

people are being irritating again.. i dun mean they did it on purpose.. their voices just sucks happiness out of you.. but still, trying to bear it :)
after school rushed straight to AMK.. tot i was late le cos suppose to meet at 2.3o.. AND YOU WERE LATE-ER! rahh! but still.. din watch ponyo cos den my dear sis will say i suck so much, so decided on bedtime stories.. sort of a waste of money la! so irritating.. not very nice de lorr! so dun watch la! i hope i'll be able to watch PONYO! PONYO~ PONYO!~
as for red cliff, i wanna watch 上 first before watching 下.. but seems impossible? zzz..
back to subject.. bought popcorn and drinks, den went in le.. watch watch watch *boring* but quite funny la.. den end le we left.. seriously, i barely drank anything la.. the whole cup(?) was still FULL! rahhs.. next time dun buy coke le, wasted you money! :(
after that ate mos burger.. i din eat la! but you also barely finish it lorr! waste money la you! :(
after that den bus-ed home le! YAY!

err... reached home.. eat.. watched tele.. went down with yuyu.. came up.. bathed and here i am blogging! lol!
going down again to help bro book bbq pit! he's friend's birthday so their having bbq at fernvale!

wah! so many people wanna book for friday? watch this watch that.. wad the occasion huh? :)

BTICH! who was the one that said she din wan friends to interfere?! den now wad are they doing here?! tell me again you dun deserve this?! please la hor! dun fake one lehs! talk so much yesterday! and joey's right! you ain't sincere AT ALL! stop acting lehs! aren't you tired at all? or do you just want their attention? Ray's? i really dun get you. wad do you wan? first tell me you're sorry.. den tell me you dowan friends to interfere? and now they come my blog for wad fuck? now, i dun even feel sorry for you that my friends scolded you! you deserve it all la! and dun talk about you getting hurt la hor! i dun give a damn! dun be two-faced la hor!

2009-01-06T19:56:00.003+08:00

somehow, the mood still stays :) and it feels real GREAT! and it helps too, to know that there are people you love that assures you that you did the right thing.but korkor says it will be better if i talk to mummy and tell her the whole story myself.. i'm waiting for the chance to, so ya.. but the look my korkor had on his face scared me a little, but he gave my mum a head start so i hope she's ready for wad i'm going to tell her :)

nothing much happened today also.. hmm.. last two periods my mind wandered off.. like out of s sudden my mind shifted.. den i blur blur de, wan sleep wan sleep le.. den keep waking myself up. lol..
eldds auditions were a total mess.. most of the sec ones were really disappointing.. we even gave them charaters if they could not think of any.. and they were like ... ... but one or two were really good! but knowing that the seniors are leaving soon.. can't help but wonder wad we're gonna do without them :( argh.
i really love the jacket though. SUPER NICE, and super comfortable la! woots! I ♥ DRAMA, cos life's like one.

WOAH. long night huh? my tagboard is officially no longer for me and my blog's purpose -_- but ya.. i'm really happy with my friends by my side ALL THE WAY! i love you guys damn much la.. but still.. the words are a little "WOAH" huh? but thankyou guys so much :)

hmmm.. i get so easily hot tempered these days.. wonder why.. dun irritate me if you dun wan to kana scold la.

To simhwee: sounds wierd but ya.. thanks for telling your mum about it.. for the past months i was wondering how to break it to my family. and thanks to you, i'm having a much easier time doing it. at least i dun haf to act in front of them anymore.. thanks alot ya.. and i may say this less often, but i still love you babe :)

we will never be like the past again, when we belonged to no one but the other.

2009-01-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

err.. sihui, did i say i was talking about you? which part of the word "bitch" links with you? unless you think you did something wrong, why should the word apply to you? or is it cos you think you are one? if it is, i've got nothing to say :) just a word "bitch" could have SUCH a reaction from you. wow.
and for passer-by, obviously you know her.. so ya. i dun think i need to say more :)
to sihui, acting noble and using people as tools should be your area of expertise, not mine :)
and it is so funy that you only told half the story. wad about the part where you accused me of spreading gossips around 2e 'o8? did you accidentally miss out that part? or was it just because you din want to say anything about it when it was actually your fault. or any other things that you feel would be best if others dun know about it?

spilled everything out.. family just haf some way to get to you dun they? haha. anyway, now i feel so officially FREE! dunno why there is just something that kept me holding on back den and now its gone! maybe cos it was the fact that i was afraid they would be disappointed or wadever.. turns out they were worried for me instead :) yay!

hmm.. today's school was okay.. err.. nothing much happened la.. so ya, and its getting late and i still have hw! so i'll blog again next time when i can :)

i should not be the one to pay for your mistakes.

2009-01-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

-FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL-

seriously, i'm kinda disappointed. i was SUPER excited for it. and it turned out like this. there were really nice people. Sat with YanLing, with dorisa and chinbee in front of us, and tengda with kaibin behind. tengda seems kinda quiet? shy ba.. and kaibin is SUEPR lame. lol! psyco psychologist! and of all seats, the bitch had to choose to sit so close behind me. ugh! lots of hates :)

lessons passed by rather quick.. most teachers were okay.. i hope i can really do well =]
the only thing that i really need to get used to is the recess time! crap la, the period before recess and i'm super hungry le :(

after school ate lunch with meii and her friends. they were super crazy la! super funny.
den went to take back my things from him and ya..
went back to look for meii and her friends at skcc. den need to go ling's house to take files cos teacher needs it. played at her house till 5 plus.
korkor call me go buy dinner with him and go home tgt. went compass buy dinner and den went to opposite buy ramli's burger and other things den lrt-ed home :)

ate, bathed and i'm blogging now :)

i dunno wad to say. it just hurts.

2008-12-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

totally pms-ing! confirmed! haha.. these days gettting super irritaed easily. better dun come kajiao me if you know wads good for you!

beginning to like math.. a little luhs.. i realise i only like it if i understand. if i dun, i'll just keep being annoying about it.. lols.

got lots of homework to do.. shyt luhs.. this is wad happen when you do last minute work.. and not only my own, including someone's else. it wasn't a fair trade luhs! if i knew it was SO EASY?! i would not haf made that deal! so many of your for one of mine! zzz.. if you happen to see this, which i seriously doubt, i might not be able to finish it so you should contact me soon and get some back to do it yourself or either one of us will be the first few lucky ones to get stuck in detention before school barely starts for the new year.

feeling so much better now. i'm guessing papa,mama and my bros know about it le.. asking me less questions and stuff, so ya, i'm getting better.. but 5th aunt suddenly brought it up during christmas party yesterday.. saying she hasn't met him yet.. zzz, spoiled a little of my mood but still, cousins were really fun to be around and the food waas YUMMY! made my mood better :) i hope the rest of the aunts will forget how he looks.. den maybe next time i bring someone over, i can just make them believe that he was the one before! haha! that would be WONDERFUL! :D

and i no longer need you :)

2008-12-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

i'm super happy today and at the same time super PISSED!
moodswings luhs.. haha! i'm pms-ing :D

went shopping with mama today.. lots happened but i'm only gonna say the good stuff!
i managed to get her to buy a SKIRT! I'm SUPER proud of myself! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! and she loves it la! just look at her face, I LOVE HER SO MUCH!
and i bought my own stuff too ofcos..

BLAH BLAH BLAH... i'm gonna make this post a HAPPY post :)

went online and chatted with someone, who turns out to be my SANTA this year! WEE!~
he promised me the whole series of TWILIGHT (or 3 books at least) but still! YAY!~ SUPER SUPER HAPPY! I'm gonna get him something too, but ofcos cant be compared to his la.. but i'll try to match up on the sincere part :) YAY! i love SANTA!

i really really hope jasmine can get into a better class. LIKE SERIOUSLY! i went to pray for her can?! please please get out of 3D! :(

2008-12-15T18:53:00.003+08:00

class outing tml! i'm SUPER EXCITED! but seems like its not the entire class, but its better than nothing right?!
gonna watch TWILIGHT if i'm not wrong. I'M SO IN LOVE WITH EDWARD CULLEN! gosh, i'll faint if i ever see him real! Rahhs!

going SAKAE later.. to dinner! WEE!~ SUSHI!SUSHI! AND MORE SUSHI! i'm gonna be hopping around again :D
and yuyu's SUPER cute, he says its the "sushi tu tu train". he's talking about the conveyer belt if you dun get it =]

haven done ANY homework yet.. not officially anyway. only got newspapers but haven did reflection.. i hate black people! (yupp, i'm racist!) haven do ace-learning also.. i'm gonna haf to dig time to finish it..

yuyu's coming so i gtg before he destroys my whole blog post.

Toodles!

[edited]

BACK FROM SAKAE! WOOTS! din eat alot luhs.. paiseh cos is not we pay de? lol. but still ate all my favourite things =] heehee xd FULL FULL FULL!

i'm crazy over Facebook's Pet Society! anyone got please add me as friend. cos i'm lazy? xd
those that dun haf you should just go get one! its super fun!

gonna go play with my Sunshine! byebye :D