Sunday, July 27, 2008
upside down @ 7:46 PM;


went to uncle's house today cos he buy new house.. den house-warming and stuff..
he lives at the 37th floor. which is like WOAH! you look down its super scary but super cute cos the cars are like toy cars..den you can move them around aznd park them and stuff :) i know i'm childish xd and plus! can see Singapore Flyer!!! WOOTS!
den we started talking about the 7th month arrving.. and mama wan us go home as early as possible.. kor kor started sayign that one of he's friend's bf got involved in a car accident and he went into the hospital and there was this nurse which is SUPER HELPFUL.. den he realised she was actually a ghost :) but she was really great and all.. helped him get water.. and he had trouble walking so she helped him to the toilet,waited for him to finish and helped back to his bed.. den he went to thank the nurse outside the next morning, telling her that they haf really caring nurses and she told him that she was the only nurse having a shift that night and she had not stepped into his room.. shocked him a little but still, she's a great help :)
den we talked about this toilet in our primary sch(we all went to the same primary school). but din really encounter anything ourselves.. den both bro say they kana 'ya' before..
den went on and started talking about childhood nightmares and they told me theirs'.but i din tell them mine.maybe even i'm afraid of my own nightmare.

den MRT-ed to aunt's house.. watched Ice Princess den went downstairs to dinner :) so now i'm SUPER FULL! maybe later go downstairs walk walk with mama :)

you haf no idea how much i love you.

Friday, July 25, 2008
upside down @ 9:23 PM;


laogong's playing bball now..think will be playing till quite late ba.. since tml's saturday.

i guess i'll never find the answer..so we'll just take a step at a time..*boat reach bridge's head will turn straight* wadever right?

anna's last day at nchs with us yesterday.. and i miss her so much today la..
in math,41 and 4o does not really makes a huge difference.. but in a class it does luhs :(
hugged her and she left.. could haf cried on the spot la..ling also lorr. :( i miss you,bloody hot babe :)

i'm thinking of taking triple science, if i can really make it luhs.. stressed but i'll really try..
my marks are improving..not like hell lot but they are.. got 19/25 this class test :) woots.
i hope i'll get something by the end of the year.. for all my hard work.. and its a plus that i have jasmine to keep me company in the most boring lessons :)

its the weekend again and i've got tuition tml. starting from.like 3? super early right? till like 8 :( i'll be super hunger la! you cant possibly ask me to haf dinner at 3 right?
Sunday got uncle's house-warming party and ah ma wants everyone there. she hasn't seen my bro in cow years(exaggerated) but it is pretty long :)

you are turning more and more superficial.Why the mask? and you chose such an ugly one.

Sunday, July 20, 2008
upside down @ 10:38 PM;


chatting with laogong on phone :)
he's studying for his math test and i'm not xd
but i wun fail de lorr.. i'll do my best! =D

went to ah ma's house today :) had super delicious dinner!*slurps*
and i did help in the cooking hor! it 100% edible =D

i'm betting with laogong on bball.. bubbletea luhs.. up to 3 drinks lehs!lol.. he's trying to get more from me.. lmao!

i still haven got an answer..is having no answer, the answer? hais..i dunno la! i'll try to reach a decision soon =D i hope =)

playing with the sound thingy in MSN with laogong.. damn lame luhs! lols

i'm tired, i'll probably go sleep soon :) goodnight my dear readers :)

Saturday, July 19, 2008
upside down @ 1:55 PM;


i cried. and i din know why.
you asked me where i was.and i wanna ask you where you went.
are you coming back for real or will you leave again?
life was great,when there were just the three of us.
but somehow we grew out of it.
if we went back in time.would we make the same decision again?

is it my fault that you went out with ... ....?and you started s.......?
i'm sorry.

but you said i left,with her.and i wondered where you went without me?
i'm not saying that he is putting things in your head.
but it has been five months(and still counting)with my boy and i never felt a need to ever choose between girlfriends and him.
i wonder hard why you made that decision.
or had we forced you to choose without knowing it?
i dun blame you for choosing him.i guess different people think differently.

if i had done things that made you hate me so badly?why din you tell me?
wad i did.wad i said. wad you did.wad you said.
if we were both given a chance to explain,would it be like this?
i hated you so much because you hurt me.
did you hate me that much because i hurt you too?

(ed)to my couple-licious babe: this song's for you.

maybe its just too late to apologise :)

upside down @ 1:37 PM;


当他横刀夺爱的时候,
你忘了所有的誓言.
他扬起爱情胜利的旗帜,
你要我选择继续爱你的方式.

你曾经说要保护我,
只给我温柔没挫折.
可是现在你总是对我回避,
不再为我有心事而着急.
人说恋爱就像放风筝,
如果太计较就有悔恨.
只是你们都忘了告诉我 ,
放纵的爱也会让天空划满伤痕.

太委屈,连分手也是让我最后得到的消息.
不哭泣,因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你.
太委屈,还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里.
不能再这样下去穿过爱的暴风雨,
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你,也不在爱的梦中委屈自己.

你曾经说要保护我,
只给我温柔没挫折.
可是现在你总是对我回避,
不再为我有心事而着急.

人说恋爱就像放风筝,
如果太计较就有悔恨.
只是你们都忘了告诉我,
放纵的爱也会让天空划满伤痕.

太委屈,连分手也是让我最后得到的消息.
不哭泣,因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你.
太委屈,还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里.
不能再这样下去穿过爱的暴风雨,
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你.

太委屈,连分手也是让我最后得到的消息.
不哭泣,因为我对情对爱全都不曾亏欠你.
太委屈,还爱着你你却把别人拥在怀里.
不能再这样下去穿过爱的暴风雨,
宁愿清醒忍痛地放弃你,也不在爱的梦中委屈自己.

Friday, July 18, 2008
upside down @ 9:02 PM;


THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!

once again, the week has ended! woots!
but i'm not gonna haf much fun this week.i dun haf any plans :)

today was really funny :)
first, jasmine talked about the start-of-the-year ling. den ling(stupidly)asked"when is the start of the year?" i din get it at first la. den jasmine replied her in the casual tone"start of the year is December." den she look at me. i think think think den i got it and started laughing la! den ling still din get it.. oh well :)
den,during home econs lesson, we took ling's science practical book.cos she din write name ma. den we write for her lorr."LAO ZA BOR" den we wanted to help her hand up. she dun let us hand in ma. so we hide the book. but in the end she found it la! den cancel away. haha. :)

sometimes if you really think back.all that your parents really did was for you.i hope you see it girl. before she stops trying. if you really think that you are right,i have nothing else to say. besides,there is no need to prove to anyone who you are,you just haf to prove to yourself right? i hope this is who you really wanted to be. after being the child of god,after telling others when they were the one in wrong.you know when mdm low said tat someone in class had wrote in their essay that you were her hero? it was me. leave everything and start your life again. i was sure you could be great. be the hero i knew you were kays? i love you! :)

i dunno why i'm starting to miss laogong.. its been days since i last missed him. its a super wierd feeling.
GAH!~ i'm gonna stop. bye :)

upside down @ 8:50 PM;


have you any idea how much i miss you too?

you were always the one i had nothing i could not talk to you about.i dunno wad happened too. babe you said things that hurt me, you really did.it was hard hearing all that from you.i din know that there was a need to test my trust. i tot that even if the whole world turn their back on me,you never will.and tat was why i put you before everybody else.my number one,sandy,my friends and for sure,i put you before my boy.no matter wad happened,i always did.i never knew you tot otherwise.i dun even remember when was the last time we talked?days?weeks?a month?but every time i want to talk to you i cant.cos i remember all tat you said about you.how much you said behind my back.how could you do tat to me.
i loved you.
i trusted you.
and this was the way i was repaid.
once bitten twice shy.i dun wan to get hurt again.never.

i love you babe. and this will be the last :)

Monday, July 14, 2008
upside down @ 8:59 PM;


had fun today!~

had PE today.. and teacher said we were suppose to play captains ball la.. but yiyee,jo,anna,sandy and jasmine and me decided to play bball instead :D
out of all those i shoot only like 2 or 3 never get in lorr! sia la!din know i so power de!
den super funny cos sandy they all were trying to hold on to jo so she cant block me la! waliao!

thats all i could really remember today.. today was slack!

after school ate 7eleven stuffs with jas,ling,dorisa and chinbee :)
den mr neo. came and said tat we were not suppose to eat there and we had to clear 1o mins later.. but we stayed for more than 1o mins and he din came back lorr! lol.

went action city to help jas look for joey's belated present.
blah blah blah..

took lrt home and laogong ask me meet him at layar and stay inside the train..
den reach the station le i see nobody lorr! den wait until door gonna close le i run out! lol. he was downstairs luhs.. need to top up card.. lucky i came out :)
was suppose to alight at fernvale.. den dunno wad happen.. ended up peii-ing laogong to skcc? lol.
watch him bball and stuff.. realise tat laogong play bball very shuai de lorr! lmao.
den he went to the other court den i alone at this side.. den he twist sia! Lmao. cute lorr!
did my homework there.. wanted to do with laogong de lorr.. cos he say will go there do.. den in the end first to start playing is him la! lol.
after tat bus-ed home..

laogong's working now.. and he still haven finished his homework and he still got physics test tml! lol. laogong jiayou hor! dun slack ar!

幸福~

Tuesday, July 8, 2008
upside down @ 8:47 PM;


i swear! i really wanted to read Thursday's Child and do the presentation kay? but now, since ling's reading i might as save my time right? hahas.. i'm slacking xd
she'll read and i'll just type out wadever she has =) so i did do something hor!

got SUPER crazy with jas over BBT early in the morning! HAHAHA! We were laughing our heads off and jorinda just laughed along, not knowing what we were talking about. SO funny!
ran 2.4(actually i only ran like 3 rounds?). it was really tiring larrs.. and i black-ed out like 5 times yesterday kay.. so is like i'm not really feeling well.. But i will get better! With much more sleep! =D
lessons lessons and lessons..
was late for eldds so got scolded..i'll try not to be late anymore..i really used to love eldds ALOT okay? but this time round seniors are really strict and i dun like it.. CHILL guys! we are suppose to enjoy eldds.remember?

home-ed.. watched tv and stuff and now i'm here! blogging :)

tml's nainai's birthday! so i'll come home right after school,change and then go baibai or something.. i wanna make something for her but i dont have enough time too.. so maybe i'll just go buy her flowers.
NAINAI! WO AI NI!!!

was i stupid to wait up for your call last night? was i stupid to think that you might actually be waiting for me after bball, just to catch that glimpse of me like you used too? maybe i am.

Sunday, July 6, 2008
upside down @ 11:25 PM;


sian sian sian..
three days straight stay at home ma?
plan hao le..in the end also end up with nothing but breakfast.. but wad else can i say? its better than nothing ba =)
maybe she had it right.i am stupid.trying too hard.and doing too much.

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see you with your friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


people around are saying things.. that made me started thinking..
are what they say true?and if you're not there to tell me they aren't,who is?

am i losing you?

Thursday, July 3, 2008
upside down @ 8:43 PM;


Ti Amo.

upside down @ 8:37 PM;


不敢问却一直想问
你心里藏着什么人
不敢猜却一直想猜
如回去有没有可能
我不够完整
你给的从来不够完整
你一个语气都无法确认
这种缺乏是什么象征

不开灯
我不要开灯
我身边容不下别的人
不锁门
我不要锁门
你回来是一种信任
我那么的认真
去思考你对我的认真
或许是多么伤害人
而结论始终是疑问

我爱疯了
我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任
放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了
我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人
选择包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的选择
我想我疯了

不开灯
我不要开灯
我身边容不下别的人
不锁门
我不要锁门
你回来是一种可能
我那么的认真
去思考你对我的认真
或许是多么伤害人
而结论始终是疑问

我爱疯了
我疯到自己痛也不晓得
放弃了保护自己的责任
放弃了抵抗脆弱的天份
我不管了
我不管这伤口能不能愈合
选择了你也许是错的人
选择包容了你的不安分
我尊重我的选择

我想我
疯了
请尊重我的选择
我想我
疯了
请尊重我的选择我想我疯了


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