Saturday, March 21, 2009
upside down @ 10:17 PM;
oh crap, was deciding whether to blog or not. and now i give up, so here i am.
i admit, this year i have been a little too sensitive. fine, WAY TOO sensitive. i dunno wad got over me, and just like you guys, i hate myself for crying over the little-est things.
if you know i'm talking about you, I'm really sorry if i upset you in anyway. if you dun, den just shut up and dun ask me about it.
(firstly) I'm sorry i just dun trust you..i know you love me damn much and i used to too.. but now, i just cant forget wad you did in the past and every action you do now just seems to make me wonder, are you acting or is it true. i'm sorry i doubt you, but you broke my trust, and now you just cant have it all back.
Secondly(this is to mel, and i put her name here cos i wan her to know). i'm really sorry for not being able to join you guys for recess sometimes.. i'll try to make more time for you guys kays?
Thirdly(this is for my dearest Meishi)I LOVE YOU A HELL LOT kays? and i'll really try to spend AS MUCH TIME with you as possible. I'm always here if you ever need me ya? or at least i'll try to be :) i love laopo! :D
Fourthly(to GREEN-TEH and HWA-TEH) thanks for being there for me everytime i break down.. i really appreciate it :) i'll try to be less sensitive :)
Fifthly, thanks for EVERYTHING you did, doing, will be doing for me. When minyu asked today who i trusted MOST, you came into my head. I hope you'll keep your promise. i cant deal with empty promises anymore :)
Lastly, to all my sisters, i hope wo men shi chao ji da ben zhu will never disband. everyone probably has a new life now, new class and new friends but i still love you guys TONS, and i never wanna lose you guys kays?
Jasmine says " everyone changes, so wad for say things like that hurt one another. When you are sad, you can come and find me to chit chat, talk to me, crap to me, i wun push you away i promise. We are still sisters and although we are in different classes, but it doesnt mean we cant meet right? Anyway, i'm done. Thanks Zhiyu for letting me crap on her blog.theres more people i wanna say to, but its not really fang bian here, just know that i love you guys ya?
NEXT! i feel like 3A is strangling me.. in a class like this, its hard to find my place.. Remember when i said i'm starting to get use to 3A cos of people like ah da and kaibin and junyuan and all? now i totally dun feel it anymore.. teacher promised my mama to change my seat, which just means : away from ah da, kaibin, junyuan, ling and kokting and everybody. and i hate to think wad would happen.. i'll probably cry on the first day of sch re-open cos i'm sitting beside a total stranger..
Went to plaza sing today, nothing much luhs, spent like 8 bucks on ARCADE! SHIOK! i'll go there again next time :D
Went to eat at KFC and we sat on the same table where i cried cos Jasmine was transferred to 3D. now i feel kinda stupid.. cos now I wanna be in 3D.. i'm jealous of you ,JASMINE SIM. and i guess i always will be. unless i drink some holy water and be as clever as ah da, or i'll never fit in.. i dun think i should say more..
ANYWAY! i wanna go movie, hopefully SOON.. either STREET FIGHTER: THE LEGEND OF CHUN-LI or CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC
and i wanna go arcade again(when i'm stressed with lots of spare cash) :D I WAN THAT ZHU ZHU! haha :)
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